What is love?

part 4

          

Jongdae woke up first the next the day. Minseok was still asleep against him. He smiled softly. He quietly got up and let Minseok sleep, he needed it. He walked to the living area and saw that Baekhyun also was awake. He just sat and the couch playing with his phone. He had just woken up because he still looked sleepy and his hair was a mess.

"Goodmorning sleepy beauty." Jongdae says while grinning. Baekhyun grabs one of the pillows on the couch and throws it to Jongdae. "where did you came from, that not your bedroom." Baekhyun says.

"I know, I was with Minseok tonight, that kid is still dealing with a lot of shit." Jongdae says. "oh really, still because of Luhan?" Baekhyun asks while Jongdae sits down beside him. "We just need to give him some time, he'll be fine and I'm going to help him a bit." Baekhyun nods.

"I'm going out for a walk." Baekhyun says while standing up. "While looking like this?" Jongdae jokingly says. Baekhyun just laughs and walks outside. Because it was still early, there were only a few people outside. Baekhyun sighs as he started walking towards a little park nearby their dorms.

He sighs and sits down on a small bench. He hides his face in his hands as he started to cry softly. He was too late. Jongdae already went to Minseok. Baekhyun knew about Jongdaes little crush but never dared to admit that he liked Minseok too. Baekhyun gets up and walks to the closest store and buys a package of cigarettes.

He normally didn't smoke, and it was something the others definitely can't find out. He paid and walked out. He walks back to the park and sits down again. He sighs as he lights up a cigarette. He throws his head back as he blows out the smoke. It calmed him down a bit.

The first time he smoked was when he Minseok and Luhan announced to them that they were dating. Baekhyuns crush back then was little but it still hurt him a lot. That night he ran out crying and the only thing he thought of was that he wanted to smoke. Since that the he smoked sometimes. It relaxed him and it cleared his mind. After 10 minutes, he decided to go back to the dorms. He knew it was bad for his voice and health, so he barely smoked, only in moments he really needed it.

When he came back to the dorms, everyone was already awake, Minseok too. They just said on the couch and were talking. Baekhyun was happy to see Minseok again but it hurt a little that Jongdae had his arm around him. Minseok was more happy then he was in the past days, probably because of Jongdae. Baekhyun sighs and sits down next to Tao. They talked for a little before the needed to go to practice.

3 weeks later when they arrived back at the dorms after another hard day of practice, Baekhyun decided to go out for a walk again. He grabbed his coat but before he could leave, Minseok grabbed his arm.

"Where are you going?" he asks. Baekhyun looked at him and smiled softly. "Just going out for a walk." He calmly responses. "Is it okay if I join?" he asks shyly. Baekhyun nodded softly and Minseok grabs his jacket as they walk outside.

They walk in silent. Baekhyun was pretty nervous but also a little happy. He was alone with Minseok now. Baekhyun just looked at Minseok every now and then. His brown hair still wet from the quick shower he took when they got home. Baekhyun softly sighs. He actually wanted to go outside so he could smoke, but that's not gonna happen now. This was actually better.

After half an hour, they got back to the dorms. Baekhyun wanted to ask Minseok if he wanted to hang out for the rest of the night, but Minseok was already by Jongdae before he could ask. He sighs. A cigarette wouldn't be so bad right now. He decided to go to his bedroom and was hoping Chanyeol wouldn't be there. Then he could smoke by the window really quick. To his luck, Chanyeol was takin a shower.