Suicidal [natsu x reader]

Chapter 6

I am so sorry that i haven't updated in so long and for the short chapters. But can you guys give me ideas for the next chapter please. Ill try to update and have more long chapters so on with the chapter.
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Your POV

Ugh, another day of school and all dat shiz. I had walk to school (if i was her i be like, kill me now T-T) with Sky. My outfit (the one above) was all i had. And i know im ugly and no one will ever love me so wrote an inspirational note for me.

Now Sky knew i wanted to die but she tried keeping me away from any thing dangerous. And were finally at school. But the first thing i see when im come in is complete darkness.

Flashback

Mother and Father are beating me again, but I deserve it. Im always getting hit, slapped, and whipped at. They say that im a mistake. But i know they say it for my own good.

My sister always yells at me. But i always deserve it, even if tgere very hurtful. On my birthday i have the worst punishment ever. The keep me in the basement because they want me to die. Mother, Father, and sister says no one should celebrate it because it was a very bad day for everyone. They say that they wanted to kill me but I never believe them. I know that they still love me, even if they say i don't.

End of flashback

I wake up to see I'm in the nurses office. I wonder what happened. Oh well, i went to my class but look here it already lunch time ;-;. Whatever, i sat and ate and apple. Hmmm, i wonder what will happen if mother and father weren't dead. But for the meantime... ill just go to my next class, cooking class. I've always loved this class because i love cooking!!!!!

But of course, i had clas with all the popular kids.... kill meh now T-T. But ill do that another day.

Time skip

Time for P.E. again. "Alright! Today will be grading your fighting skills! Y/N and Natsu! You go first!!!"

Hmmm i guess this will be fun. "Hey dragneel! How many dragon slayers are i this school?"

"Duhhhh 3"

Hmmm i guess he forgot last time, "Wrong! Theres 4. Heavenly dragon roar!!!!!!!"

I then teleported there and helped him up. "You just earned some respect from me Y/N."

Then i felt someone pull my hair back. It was Lucy.... i hate her. Oh yea, i never really told you why i call Lucy a slut. Well one day when Lucy and Natsu just got together Lucy had gotten another 2 boyfriends. Natsu caught her one day making out with both of them at the same time. She somehow got Natsu to stay with her. But im playing to tell Natsu she was making out with another guy yesterday and i have a picture as evidence.

"Hey Natsu i have something to tell you."

"Ok, be right back Lucy."

"Natsu i have bad news, Lucys cheating on you and I have evidence."

I gave him the picture and he fell to his knees. He looks and sees Loke and Lucy kissing. "No, no, nooo!!!"

I see him running back to Lucy. Man i got to see this and wish i had popcorn. "Lucy how can you cheat on me!!!!"

"Um maybe cause im getting bored of you. Uh I mean, no i didn't!!!"

"No Lucy, its over im breaking up with you!!!"

"Fine, I have Loke anyways. Hmph."

Lucy stomped away but then an announcement came on,"Ok votes are in!!!!! The people going on the cruise (btw only 8 people can come) are Lucy, Loke, Erza, Jellal, Gray, Julia, Natsu, and Y/N!!"

The bell rang and i grabbed Sky and ran out of there. I went home on to meh bed. I was not excited about this cruise.

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Hey guys hope you enjoy the chapter! I know i dont mention Sky a lot but its because i keep forgetting her hehehehe.....opps. But anyways, dont forget to leave ideas for me for da next chapter. So hope you enjoyed so byeeeeeee!!!!

--Author-Chan

P.S:Did you guys notice that i put the names in order to the people i ship, you see wut i did there hmmmmmm. But anyways byeee.