Can't I just be okay? [POSSIBLY TRIGGER WARNING]

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We had spent the whole day, practising our talents, and it was nearly lunch time, when kiibo walked in my practising room.
"Hey [Y/N]!"
"Oh hey kiibo!"
"I finished early.. so I thought I'd come and see how you were!" He smiled sweetly.
"Oh I was just about to run through this song once more and pack up myself!"
"Can I hear you play?" He asked hopefully.  Straight away, I turned flustered and started to blush. He wanted to hear someone as messed up as me play?
"S-sure" I stammered. He took the seat behind me as I began to play along to [Favourite song]. As I finished he stood up and clapped loudly and had the cutest smile ever on his face. I just stared at him, probably blushing even more. He was... adorable..!

"That was amazing [Y/N]!!"

"Well I am the super high school level drummer after all." I slightly laughed.
We packed away as we both went to lunch.

The day flew past very quickly as yet again, I went over to the blossom tree. Not long after I sat down, Kiibo came over. He had such a cute look on his face. I don't know what's gotten into me.. why do I like him?? He- would never like someone like me.
He sat down next to me. We had a small conversation before we couldn't think of much else to say. I looked up at the sky, unaware of what had happened to me right now... kiibo turned to me, and something caught his attention. He sat up in a flash, eyes widened. I ever so slightly looked at him. What.. did he see.. I slightly panicked as I turned to look down, but before I could do anything he grabbed my arm and yanked my sleeve up to reveal a line of red, bloody, deep cuts.
"[Y/N]?!? W-WHAT?!"
I tried to pull away but he kept a warm, strong grip on my arm. I looked at him, breathing kind of heavily. He had a scared, worried look on his face.
"The ca-"
"You don't have a cat! [Y/N]!! What is this??!" He looked seriously frightened as heck.
"P-please let go of me kiibo.."
"NOT UNTIL YOU TELL ME-!!"
While he was distracted I yanked my arm away, grabbing my bag and running as fast as I could home. When I reached it, I slammed the door, locked it, and ran to my room and began to cry. I hated hurting him. My only friend. Not telling him. What if he gets the wrong idea and thinks I don't trust him anymore? Why was I like this I was such.. such a mistake!!! I don't deserve him.. he could find plenty other better friends than me. Why does he stick with me all the time.. WHY?!?

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