Thug life(from a girls point of view)

Hood life or Good life

Jordian pov

I was upset and broken on the inside. But no matter what I never showed my weakness. Some of my workers asked me if I was okay. They even told me that crying wasn't gonna make me weak.

I didn't care I had to focus on this job and this baby. The day after Andray death I had a few worker set up a funeral. While the other ones got back to business. Usally the death of people made me feel tingly and joyful inside. But this was made me colder and darker. I cut off everyone. My mama told me that my older sis was missing. I didn't care at the moment. Jrew, and Jamal were really worried. I stayed at the trap everyday. I made sure we had product ready and money accurate. All my slip ups were fixed. I was a cold blooded bitch and I aint give two fucks. I started expanding drugs more. I had niggas meet up places and trade off drugs so we could sell each others product for ourselves. My business was my soul purpose right now.

I don't even want the baby anymore. I was thinking adoption. I decide to make my descion about that when I had a drink or few in my system. So just as I was about to take a sip a voice stopped me.

"What the hell you think your doing,"

I turned around and dropped my cup on the ground shocked.

"Ma what you doing here it ain't safe,"I said.

"Joridan shut the fuck up,"she snapped.

You think im stupid,I know what your father did I was his ride or die bitch before he married me. I loved your father but after you killed him I called the shots. Baby this group worked for me before you.

I just stood there with no words. Lies run all thorough this family too.

"So I never controlled this group this BUISNESS!," I yelled.

"Aye lower your goddam voice when you talking to me, of course you ran this group,but because Im your fucking mama I watch over you," she yelled.

I was so worried about you after someone killed your father. Jordian this is no game, these streets change you it gets you fucked up in the head. Stop all of this," she cried.

Was she right, these streets changed me. I use to be so innocent. I can bearly deal with my emotions now.... But this business, these streets they were all I knew.  Every since all this shit I haven't visit my family my own blood is missing but I was worried about Nicki and all them other pussies.

"O..Ok I'll stop it all," I cried....all shit my hand was over my belly again. " For her," I said.

My mama face grew with happiness. I could see the tears in her eyes.

"Oh baby I know it's hard, I have everything taking care of, I don't want you to get the baby hurt. That's how I almost lost you,"she cried.

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A COUPLE OF MONTHS LATER.

Life is good so far my baby is on the way soon there actually due in 3 days I've been having this pain in my stomach every 20 minutes those her ass is really active.

"Aye wat up sis, " Jamal said getting some water his ass never drinks liquor.

"Nun can you give me some ibuprofen my stomach is hurting every 20 minutes," I said.

"
He dropped his cup and started at me shock.

"Why you looking like that," I asked.

"Sis you dumb ass fuck you in labor,"he yelled.

My eyes widen and my lightskin ass started to panic and cry. Fuck no this baby can stay for a few more years.

Jamal helped me up and took me to the hospital I was about to run back to my ma house until Jamal strong ass picked me up and yelled like a manic...."She's in labor the baby is coming, the new addition is coming.,"

"What's her name.," a sluttish nurse asked.

"Jordian," he yelled.

Her eyes widen and she started shaking.

"As in the Jordian, group 419," she whispered.

"Yes now help me this isn't a code 9 like usual.," I said.

She nodded and just like that everyone ran up to me scared as hell. You can take me me out the streets but the street can never leave me. I was born to do this and I was....  .

AHHHHHHH! Ahhhh! Congratulations its a Girl!!

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Janiyah to what happen to her and does she have a love life?

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