Love Triangle (JojiXReader)

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The next day I walked with Joji to the coffee shop. I've been anxious all morning about Ian. I really don't want to lose his friendship. We walk in and don't see Ian. "He should be here soon. We got here a bit early."Joji said. You sat down at a table and Joji got your favorite coffee.

 When he sat down with me I noticed Ian walked in and I felt really anxious. My heart was pounding and I was a wreck. Ian saw us and sat down at the table. "So what did you need to talk about (Y/N)?" Ian asked. I looked at him and I couldn't say anything. "Uh.. " was the only thing that came from my mouth. Ian looked at you with a confused look. Joji butt in and said "We wanted to tell you that we're dating and we hope this doesn't make things weird."

(Ian's POV)

Joji kept talking but I just zoned out. I felt like I lost something. Something so important to me... I kinda felt... empty. I fucking loved her so much... I knew she liked Joji and Joji told me how he likes her.  I just hoped they wouldn't notice they liked each other. I guess that was stupid of me.

 It hurt me to see her with someone else. It really really hurt. It felt like being punched in the stomach every time I saw them together. I cared about both of them obviously but my worst fear was this. I know if I truly loved her, I'd want her to be happy even if it isn't with me. All I ever wanted was for her to be happy I was just hoping it would be with me...

 "....Ian?" I suddenly jerked back into reality. "Ian are you okay?" (Y/N) Asked. "Yeah I'm fine. I just wanna get some coffee I'm really fucking tired."

(Your POV)

I was afraid of him taking it hard but he seemed... off. Obviously he'd be a bit off after the news but you could tell he wasn't just fine. After Ian came back with his cup you tried making normal conversation. "So how have videos been?" Out of nowhere Ian just gets up and leaves. A knot appeared in my stomach. I decided to let him have time for this to sink in. Me and Joji start talking about things going on with each other and he brings up his trip to Australia soon and asks you if you want to go with. "Sure, I'd love to meet Max and Chad." He tells you the trip is in 3 weeks.  After I finished my coffee Joji walked me back to my apartment holding your hand.