This song is the way I feel. Suicide one day, pretend everything's alright the next day because there's somethings I need to do before I die. I really only do want to reach my paradise, a place where I can do anything. There are so many things trapped inside my chest, guilt, secrets, lies. I am trapped in my mind, screaming in agony because of, well, if you were trapped inside my mind, you would be agonized too. I was paralyzed, literally, temporarily because of everything I was going through, and then someone had to add to it, and decide to call me a few names, and tell me that I'm an overdramatic bitch. Well, I showed them overdramatic bitch. I didn't want to, but I did. My mind had had enough, I was feeling this exact way, so as soon as I sat down and started thinking, I couldn't move. I was paralyzed for 15 minutes. And it wasn't fun. At least I got to think for a couple minuets. I'm just surprised no one noticed. My "friends" thought I was pretending to do something to get attention, none of the teachers even noticed anything, so I was trying to scream, and no one noticed.
