Both of Them

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I feel like I am both of them fused together. I get why the boy did it, his father said he was going to kill both of them, so he let Troye go, but even though, I don't know if I'd be able to break anyone's heart like that, and not feel broken and guilt ridden. But I've been where that boy is. I've been where both of them are. Like Troye, I've been cast aside, but like that boy, I've been abused by my parents, and scared for my life. Like Troye, I've wanted someone I can't have. But I get where the boy is coming from. When your parent abuses yo, their judgement taints your every decision. Their words strike deep, and if they threaten someone you love...you would do anything to keep that person safe. That's the reason I like this song. I remember crying alone in my room, on my bed talking to myself, trying to see what I did wrong to my parents. I remember being where he is. But I remember being where Troye is too. I am both of them.   

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