Sebastian's POV
A few weeks later Emerson was out of the hospital he was silent which is never like him, he always talked I was worried I fell off of my bunk which was on the top Remington died laughing I flipped him off Emerson came running in "Sebastian you ok I heard a massive thud" he said "yeah I guess just hurt my ass I think nothing else really.." I said lowly Emerson looked at me concerned "you sure your ok you weren't yourself for the past week or more you can tell me alone without Remington" Emerson said I smiled a bit Remington left for a few hours at this Nutella cafe I sat down rubbing my hair Emerson came next to me I jumped a bit he seen tears flow down my face he grabbed me kinda strong I didn't care Emerson seen bits of glass near my bunk he looked at me weirdly "what happened Sebastian your more happier then this" Emerson said with worry in his tone of voice "Stephanie cheated on me last night Emerson... she lied to me I thought she loved me but I was wrong you have faith I have no one no one likes me I tried I want the pain to go away all of it you and Remington don't really need me if you keep on hating on me the way that you both do it hurts Emerson a lot of times I get hurt from you and Remington I don't know what I did wrong with you guys I'm the older one and I suppose to protect you both, I hate it so much this band is useless if you guys keep on fucking doing the shit on me why are we even damn related in the first place you weren't like this with me when we were younger we're brothers and there's not a thing you could do about it, now look at you saying shit to me maybe you don't actually love me or Remington all you ever do is hate me nonstop Palaye Royale might be over if you keep this shit up I slowly start to feel that you actually hate me your nice to Remington and your not with me your a lot like dad and you don't fucking see it I may look like the cunt but I'm not selfish like you both are" Emerson eyes widen and tried to hug me I shoved him off "maybe be fucking better to me or Palaye is done for and it'll be forever" I said I got out of the bus Remington heard everything I said he couldn't find me I felt pain go through my neck "ow what the fuck" I say I turned and seen my ex I screamed for help Remington and Emerson ran down Remington pushed her off me I lazily watch Emerson and Remington I had tears fall on the ground I was weak Remington picked me up I couldn't speak at all my words were to weak I felt unwanted still Remington and Emerson should've known better everything went black "it's ok Sebastian I'll be better" I heard someone say before blacking out completely I woke up with wires in my arm and a oxygen mask on my face Emerson was sleep next to me on the hospital I smiled a bit I put my arm around him without the wires he cuddled into my chest the doctor came in I looked at him "is that your brother" the doctor said "yeah.. well my youngest brother I have another one I don't think he's here" "I am here Sebastian" I heard Remington say he sat at the end of the bed I sniffled "I thought you guys wouldn't come since you don't treat me good" I say before wiping my tears "Sebastian no matter how much your an ass to us but that doesn't mean we wouldn't be here for you we still love you no matter what we do" Remington said I smiled Emerson smiled a bit in his sleep I slowly kissed his head "I love you both don't ever forget that no matter how much I piss you both off I'm always here for you guys what choice do I have" Emerson woke up his green eyes were darker since he was still tired he was still in my chest "look who's finally up" me and Remington say Emerson hid his face in my chest I chuckled I love them so much..
