Love is Love

Her.

My heart is fluttering and gooey. Blood rushes to my cheeks which feel like they're beaming brighter than the sun. I feel tears slowly fill my eyes not sad ones happy ones. "A-Amber why are you staring at me?" The familiar voice snaps me to attention. "Uh-um I was?" I say trying to recover from that bad situation. "Yeahhhhh can you please not?" I feel my heart sink and I beat myself up. I'm holding back tears. "Yeah um sorry must've been day dreaming, I need to go to the bathroom I'll be back in a minute." I rush across the quad filled with the other students I either don't like or don't talk to, to the bathroom.

I lock myself in a stall, fling my bag on the floor and cry. I feel my heart break more and more almost like the stringy cheese on a pizza, it's slow and painful. Of ALL the people I could've liked it had to be her. I swear she doesn't like me anyways. I need to stop liking her but...I can't. This's why you're pathetic why can't you be a normal girl who likes boys!? Or at least like someone who likes you.

I pull my phone out of my pocket and pull up a picture of Celia. Her beautiful deep brown eyes, her curly ebony like locks. Wow she's purely beautiful...and...I'll never have her. My eyes fill with tears then I burst. I need her love but I can't ever EVER have it.

"Amber, are you ok?" I hear my friend, Melisa's voice echo through the bathroom. "Y-ye-ah," I say as I sniff and whimper. I open the stall and see my reflection in the mirror across me. Fuck I look stoned, that's not a good thing when you were caught with drugs last week. "You don't look or sound fine, what wrong?" Melisa says as she puts her arm over me. "O-h um no-t-thing just ho-rmones," I reply but I mean I'm not wrong I'm probably just a hormonal 15 year old who thinks she's in love. "Um ok well....we have drama now," Melisa says wiping my tears away. "D-drama sou-nds f-fun," I say with a sad smile, drama always cheers me up. I have no time to think about my problems AND stay in character so win.

To my luck there's no need to stay in character today, we're doing theory work. I wish other students wouldn't ruin drama for EVERYONE ELSE!!! LIKE STAY AWAY FROM THE CURTAINS!!!? "Aww man this sucks ass," Melisa says in a pissed/disappointed voice. "I know right!!?" I say extremely pissed off. We have to write something about melodrama and how you have to be dramatic not only with voice but facial expressions too. My mind slips off guard, the teacher's words become blurred till they slowly fade out. All I can see is Celia. Everything around me starts rushing and I feel awfully dizzy until I collapse.

This's short I know but I thought I'd leave that there coz like idek I'm sad ok bye.