This world we're living in is a cruel place full of cruel people
As I lay down staring at my ceiling thinking about all the horrible things that I could be to make everyone hate me so much but I never find an answer. I always wonder will I ever be happy again? Will the pain ever just go away. I think to much and some times when I'm in school and someone tells me to kill myself I think do you hate me that much that you just want me to kill myself.
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For 3 years I've been bullied and harassed by this boy.he just wouldn't stop every time he seen me he would stop and just laugh in my face for two years. I came home and just cried and cried and cried and I just couldn't take it any more and we all know how when we're getting bullied your friends would come and stand up for you . Well it's different for me my friends would just laugh and walk away like nothing happened well I can't even call them friends.
In those three years I've been bullied by classmates,staff from after school programs,and by people I thought liked me but it turns out no matter what I'll always be hated...by everyone
I cut because I feel like I deserve the pain,i cut because I feel unloved,...i cut because I'm alone.
