lovefool

one

dear, i fear we're facing a problem
you love me no longer, i know;

the first few months with seokjin were perfect, almost too perfect. i felt as if i was being suffocated because he never wanted me to leave. whenever i wanted to hang out with hoseok or yoongi, or basically anyone else for that matter, seokjin wouldn't let me.

i thought it would just pass on and he wouldn't be so uptight anymore but instead of that happening it just got worse. we ended up fighting almost all the time. it went from small arguments to huge arguments which ended up with me going to hoseok's apartment to sleep for the night.

i felt as if this love that was once sweet is turning into a bitter sad excuse of us not wanting to be alone. i knew i loved seokjin but i just don't know if i do now. he's not the same as he was before now he's more viscous than caring.

our love is turning bitter but i can't help to want to fix whatever is going on. he is my first love and i was hoping my last. but i guess sometimes things just don't always go as they seem, do they?

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hello this is a sequel to my other book called we don't talk anymore so please read that first if you haven't. this book is based off of the song lovefool by the cardigans.