Zenairah's POV
I am walking alone. In the middle of nowhere. It's so cold. I just keep on walking and there I saw a man standing and looking at me with those beautiful smile. I can't help but to smile back. I walk towards him. As I go near him, I can see him clearly. He's the man that I'm longing for. I can feel my tears rolling down my cheeks. As I reach him, I immediately hug him. And he hug me back. How I missed his arms. I even hug him tighter.
"Baby, I missed you so much." I said sobbing. We pull away from each other. He's looking at me with those lovely eyes.
"I miss you more, by." He's still smiling. He kiss my forehead and said,
"Please be happy. There's someone out there waiting for you." My smile fade away. No!
"You know I can't be happy without you, by." His face become serious. He hold my hands. His hands is as cold as ice.
"You know how much I love you, right? Gustuhin ko man na makasama ka, pero Hindi na pwede eh. Please let me go, Irah. Hindi ka magiging masaya pag Hindi mo pa'ko bibitawan." His expression become soft. Umiiyak rin siya. I cup his face.
"Take me with you baby. Please! I can't live without you." He wipe my tears.
"Hindi pwede by. I'm so sorry. Promise ko sayo, babantayan kita palagi. Be happy, okay?" After that, he's slowly fading away. No baby! Please don't leave me. I need you by. Please.
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"DREI! BABY!" Nagising ako na punong-puno ng luha ang pisngi ko. Baby. Bakit ganun? Pinapakawalan mo nako? Di mo na ba ako mahal?
Please be happy. There's someone out there waiting for you.
I can't! And I won't! I'll always be faithful to you by. No matter what happens. I wipe my tears away. I look at the mirror and smile bitterly. How can I be happy lung wala ka naman sa tabi ko?
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I'm here at our favorite place. The University's Garden. I'm sitting under the mango tree. We used to stay here when he's still here with me. Again, I smiled bitterly. I wish you were here, by. Di muna ako papasok. I want to be alone here for awhile. I missed this place. It's been a year since I last came here. And still, it has no changes. I close my eyes and feel the relaxing air. And the sound of the water.
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I can feel it. There's someone sitting beside me. I open my eyes only to see Andrew looking at me seriously. Umupo ako ng maayos and I cleared my throat.
"Bat di ka pumasok?" Di ko siya sinagot. Ano bang pakealam niya?
"I heard this was your favorite place kaya pumunta agad ako dito." Di ko parin siya sinasagot.
"Di kaba pap---"
"You're too chatty! I just wanna be alone! Pwede ba!" Nasigawan ko siya bang di sinasadya. Lumungkot ang mukha niya at tumayo.
"Okay. I'm sorry if I disturbed you. Site alis nako." And he walk away. I feel a sudden guilt. Di ko naman sinasadyang sigawan siya eh. Hay bahala na nga! Tumayo nako at pinagpag ang damit ko. Makabalik na nga sa room.
Pagdating ko, walang Tao maliban Kay Andrew na nakaupo sa upuan niya at nakapikit. I slowly walk and sit beside him.
"About earlier, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to sh--"
"It's okay." Sabi niya habang nakapikit ang mga mata niya. Di nalang ako nagsalita. Hay. Makatulog na nga muna.
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I love you.
Huh? Di yun boses ni Andrei ah. Dinilat ko ang mata ko. And I almost have an heart attack. Goodness! His face is so near.
"W-what are you doing?"Lumayo ako sa kanya. Jusko! Mamatay ako ng maaga nito.
"I was just trying to wake you up. You see, tapos na ang klase." Luminga linga ako sa paligid, madilim na. At kami nalang dalawa natitira. Inayos ko muna ang sarili ko bago tumayo. Nalaglag naman ang mga gamut ko. Goodness! Tinulungan naman niya akong pulutin ang mga gamit ko.
"You guys look so good together." Kinuha ko agad ang picture namin at tinago.
"He's always talking about you. Wala siyang ibang bukambibig kundi ikaw." Nalungkot ako bigla. Miss na miss na kita by.
"Stop it." At lumabas nako ng room. Hinabol naman niya ko at sumabay sakin sa paglalakad. Tahimik lang kami hanggang makaabot kami sa parking lot. Naibalik na nga pala yung sasakyan Kong naiwan sa bar. May naghatid daw kasi sakin eh. Ewan kung sino. Sumakay na ako agad.
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Pagdating ko, nadatnan ko si mommy na tulog sa couch. She's still holding their wedding picture. I woke her up.
"Mom." Nagising naman siya. Her beautiful eyes are so puffy.
"I'll bring you to your room mom. Let's go." At inalalayan ko siya papunta sa kwarto niya. Kinumutan ko siya then I kiss her forehead. I was about to leave when,
"Sleep with me baby. Please." Kaya bumalik ako at tinabihan siya. She hug me and I did the same.
"Goodnight mom. Love you." I said.
"I love you more baby. Goodnight." She kiss my head. Then I close my eyes.
A/N: Zen and Andrei in the picture. Don't forget to vote and comment guys. Lovelots
-JoyCee-
