Marry Me

Chapter Five

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Bertholdt
Reiner didn't answer me, he just looked down at the floor. I asked again.
"Why didn't you tell me we were engaged, Reiner...?"
He sighed and looked up at me.
"Because... I didn't want you to get overwhelmed... I didn't want to load everything on top of you and have you freaking out"
"Well, I am now! Did you not wanna marry me? Is that the real reason you didn't tell me?!"
"No! I'm the one who proposed I love you, Bert"
"Then you should have told me! Except finding out like it was some dirty secret!"
"I only did it cause I didn't want you to feel like we were going to fast!"
I felt like I wanted to cry... Was he telling the truth? Or... What if he regretted proposing? I don't know! I can't remember anything, I thought it was supposed to remember everything soon! I can't stay here...
"I'm going out for a bit.," I said looking away from him.
"Like hell, you will! You can't drive and I would be worried sick!" Reiner yelled
"Are you sure about that?"
There was a pause in the room before Reiner walked over to me, wrapping his arms around me.
"Of course I will.."
I cried sightly, wrapping my arms around him as well, I just... Got to think
"I just wanna go out for a bit... With Marco, he can drive..." I said softly.
He pulled back and kissed me softly on the lips.
"You better be careful... And I wanna talk more about this when you come home"
I nodded and kissed him quickly too.
"I love you, Reiner... And I'm sorry"
He.blushed sightly and nodded.
"It's fine my love... I love you too"
I smiled and slowly walked to the door, and opened it... I looked at  Reiner who was still smiling and waved at him and he did the same. I closed the door behind me and stood there for a bit... He proposed to me...? And maybe he was just trying to keep me from getting overwhelmed but... It scares me to think of him leaving me, but what if that's what he wanted? I walked down to Marco and Jean's apartment, trying to get everything out of my mind. I knocked on the door and it was instantly answered by Marco.
"Hey... How have you been?" I asked.
"Good... Jean really helped me through the night... How about you, you look upset" Marco asked looking at me with worry
"Eh... I just need to go out for a bit. I was wondering if you would take me out for a bit"
Marco smiled and nodded his head fast.
"I just gotta get ready real fast!"
I smiled and nodded also and he ran back inside and shut the door. I hope when I get back, Reiner and I can get back to how we were, just like last night...
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Reiner
After Bertholdt left, I sat on the couch with a long sigh... I screwed up big time. I thought me hiding our engagement was going to help him, but all it did was worsen things... Now I don't even know if Bertholdt still loves me, or worse thinks I don't... He basically does. I pound the couch pillow next to me, getting really angry.
"DAMN IT!"
Just then to make things even shitter my phone rings... I pull it out of my pocket, looking at the collar ID... "Melinda"?
I haven't heard from her since I was fired from Starbucks... Yeah, that was the first job I was fired from, and it was my favorite since its where I met Bert. I answered quickly and she answered with a polite 'hi' her voice hadn't changed at all and she still had that nice tone.
"Hey, Melinda! How have you been!?"
"fine! How are you and Bertholdt..?"
Since it's been a whole year since we talked, I obviously haven't told her about Bertholdt... So I tell her everything, including that I haven't had a job for a while after I got fired from the grocery store after also having four other jobs...
"Oh, Reiner... I'm so sorry... You know Bertholdt loves you, even though memory loss he always will! I've seen how much he shows his love for you, that can't be erased! He just needs some time to think, once he comes back I'm sure you guys will be back to normal"
I let out a sigh of relieve and smiled... She always knew what to say to make me feel better
"Thank you, Melinda, I definitely needed that," I said with a laugh.
"Also speaking of the job thing, I called you to let you know if you wanted to come back! There is a place open, and ever since you left things have been so blain without You, Bertholdt and your friends! So would you come back?"
I smiled big, barely even containing my happiness.
"Yes!!! I can't wait to go back there!"
After we talk for a bit more she hangs up promising to call again and telling me to come in for a job interview tomorrow, even though I had the job before I still needed to get reevaluated... I was so happy to get a new job that I forgot all about mine and Bert's argument... I sighed and tried to turn on some tv to help me relax.
........
I jolted awake after hearing a knock on the door, at first I let the person knock while trying to rub my eyes.
"One minute!"
I looked out the window... Darkness... That must be Bertholdt coming home, really late but still. I sluggishly walked over to the door, still rubbing my eyes I twist the knob to see not Bertholdt... But a very worried Jean...
"Have you heard From Marco and Bertholdt!?"
"N-no why? What time is it...?"
He sighs and looks at the ceiling
"its past midnight... I should have never let him go out after everything that happened"
I gasped when he said passed midnight, and just like him, I got really worried... What if... They are hurt, and this time we don't get there fast enough? Me and Jean tried to come up with a plan, something that we could do to find them. We were in his apartment, pacing the floor...
"Where do you think Bert would go?" Jean asked.
I tried to think, but then I remembered he's different now... I don't know where he would go. I shake my head in response and he continues pacing the room... Why did I let him leave!? Why... Just then we heard laughs and footsteps coming up to Jean's apartment. We both ran to the door, Jean getting to it first and opened it. Marco fell in Jean's arms as soon as he opened it, and Bert was on the floor.
"BERTHOLDT"
I run outside the apartment while Jean was still holding Marco. I grab his head putting on my chest and he slowly wakes up...
"R-Reiner why are you so worried..?"
Tears start to form in my eyes...
"Cause I was worried! You were passed out on the floor!"
He stares at me like he doesn't understand. Jean comes over to us and looks down.
"Apparently he and Marco decided to get drunk and then ask for a ride home by a random stranger..."
I look down and Bert and see he's falling in and out of sleep. Drunk?! He... He knows he can't do that with the brain injury!
"Is Marco asleep!?"
Jean nods
"WAKE HIM UP NOW"
Jean jumps and Bertholdt does too. I glare at Jean and start to scream again.
"Bertholdt could have a seizure, or go back into his coma!!! He can't drink at all, Marco knows that!"
Jean looks in the apartment and sighs...
"Reiner, Marco is sound asleep he isn't going to wake up, he barely told me what happened before he passed out..." Jean says looking down.
Bertholdt snuggled up against my chest shaking a bit... Was I really that scary? I held him close and kissed his head
"You know how worried I was...? Then you come home drunk, and now I'm twice as worried"
He nuzzled his face in my neck mumbling something
"I'm so sorry Reiner..."
Jean smiles and starts to walk back inside his apartment
"Maybe call an ambulance... Just in case?"
I nod and Bert looks up at me in fear...
"I- I'm fine really"
I look back at Jean
"I think he'll be okay... I don't think anything bad will happen, he's probably just all sleepy cause he's always been a real lightweight"
Bert makes a grunting sound and I laugh
"What? It's true" I laugh again
Jean laughs and says
"I'm gonna keep an eye on Marco, you guys get some rest," Jean says
I nod and pick Bertholdt in my arms with ease, and hold him to my chest.
"Okay, I'll come by later on"
Jean nods again and closes his door.
Bertholdt looks at me shocked and blushes
"I didn't know you could pick me up..."
I smile and kiss his nose
"Soon, you'll remember the many times I did..."
He smiled and buries his face in my neck again...
Once I give him something to eat and watched a movie with him, Bertholdt seemed to be a lot better and didn't seem as drunk... He held my hand and led me to the bedroom
"I'm soooo tired" Bertholdt whines.
I chuckle lightly
"So you wanna finish watching the movie in the bedroom?"
He nods and continues dragging me. He seemed to forget the whole engagement thing, maybe I'll bring it up just to say sorry about it but right now I want him to relax. I can't have anything triggering anything. After he basically throws me on the bed, he sits down on top of me and smiles.
"So... Movie"
I blush slightly and look at him his cheeks a light red. I pull him down and plant his lips on mine, both of us moaning in the kiss
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I felt his hand go up my shirt and rub my chest, still making out and I rolled him over so I was on top. He pulled away panting and blushed
"A-are you ready for this Bert..?"
He nodded and squeezed my ass hard.
"I can't stand one more moment of not doing something with you.."
I blush and continue to kiss him deeply, while he squeezes my ass still causing me to keep moaning. I get really impatient and tear his shirt off still making out with him. Once I tear it completely off, and toss it to the side and start to play with his nipples which made him break the kiss and moan loud.
"R-Reiner stop teasing... Just fuck me..."
I blush when I hear him say that and kiss him quickly on the lips, before bending down to undo his pants. While I was messing with the zipper, Bert was taking my shirt off. Once both were done, I started to really get nervous that we were doing this so early... What if he doesn't really-
"Reiner... I'm really hard pleaseeee" He whines.
Maybe he is.. I smirk and take his pants off the rest of the way and look at his hard-on in his boxers... He was really hard, probably the most I've ever seen him. He was moaning and I haven't even touched him yet... He rubbed my chest as I was staring at his huge boner. He squeezed my nipple and I let out a moan, he smiled and continued which made me very turned on... I rubbed the outline of his erection through his underwear and kept playing with it. Bert was moaning while still playing with my nipples. I couldn't take it anymore... I took his boxers off faster than ever and watched as his boner hit his bare stomach.
"Ah! Reiner..."
I wrapped my hand around his dick and pumped it up and down slowly. That made Bert go crazy with moans, saying the hottest things he's ever said. His toes kept curling up, and then they would relax once I would stop for a minute.
"Damn... You look so hot like this..."
He blushes and hides his face... So cute
"Ah..."
I moaned as I feel his hand go down my pants and underwear, and grab my own cock.
"Mm, Bertl~"
I stop jerking him off and pulled his hand out of my pants, he pouts sightly and I lean up to kiss him softly.
"I'm sorry, I wanted to play around a bit... But I just wanna fuck you so bad~"
He blushes and covers his face, which makes me laugh. I get up and take off my pants quickly. Looking over at a still sweaty, blushing Bert. I go in our dresser and pull out the lube, and go back get back on the bed and pulls Bert's face out of his hands.
"You sure?"
He grabbed my cock and pulled sightly earning another moan out me.
"Y-yes I am... Just be easy okay?"
"Of course Bertl~"
I kiss him again and slowly reach down my hand down to play with his ass. He moans loud and gets up quickly and bends over. His ass all spread out for me.
"Please... I need you"
With those words, I lube up my finger and slowly placed it inside. He grunted lowly and moaned. I pushed it all the way in and he moaned out loud again. He's still really loose from our previous times, so it shouldn't really matter how easy I am... But this is Bert's first time doing this that he can remember, and I'm going to treat it like that. I pushed in and out slowly hearing more of his sweet moans...
"Reiner... This feels so good~"
I decided to add a second finger which made him scream out my name... I couldn't take much more... I need to fuck him already.
"Bertholdt... Are you ready... Cause I'm really hard right now"
He nods hard.
"Please..."
I chuckle and pull out easily, which makes him moan again. I get my now really hard cock lubed up, and does the same to Bertholdt's ass, rubbing my finger along the entrance. I tease my cock at the hole, rubbing it lightly.
"Bertholdt... I'm going inside okay...?"
He nods and looks back.
"I can't wait until you're pounding me..."
I love it when he's horny, its the hottest thing ever... Even though his memories or gone he still kept that. I ready myself at his hole and lays a hand on his back. I hold the tip of my cock and slowly move it closer, finally going inside
"Mmm"
The tip was inside and already I wanted to start pounding his ass, but I controlled myself and kept pushing in slowly
"Reinerrrr!"
I keep pushing in slowly, rubbing his back sightly, still hearing moans from him, and now I'm a moaning mess also... Soon I was fully inside and I waited for him to say I could move.
"N-now Reiner... I'm ready"
I pushed in deeper, and slowly started to pull out of him slowly, and slamming back into him.
"AH REINER!"
"Mmm, so nice... I love your ass" I say with a sight slap to his ass cheek.
"AHH... Mmm"
I continue to slam in and out of him, both us moaning like crazy. Bertholdt started to grab the sheets of the bed, moaning my name over and over.
"Reiner... Harder, faster!"
I obey and slamming into him faster and harder, which made him moan even louder.
"RENIER!!"
I grab his cock and start to jerk him off again, feeling him move his hips to my movements. This is so hot, probably the best time yet. I couldn't hold in much longer, and Bert must not be either due to how he was grinding into my hand right now.
"Bertl... I'm really close" I say moaning loud
"M-me too... I wanna see you when I cum though..." He stops grinding and I slowly pull out and flipping him over...
He looked even hotter... I put his legs on my shoulders and ready to enter him again.
"I can't last long..." Bert says with a blush.
"Me too.." I smile and lube my cock and entrance up again
I push my cock back inside causing him to scream out loud
"REINER! AGH... FUCK ME"
I blush and start pounding him again, my movements becoming a bit sloppy since I was reaching my climax. I grab his cock and start to pump it again, he was a sweaty, moaning mess once I did that and I try to talk, but I end up moaning more. Bertholdt starts to buck his hips more and moans
"I'm... Gonna cum Reiner"
I nod and smirk "Cum on me"
Bertholdt let's out a loud moan, and he shoots out cum all over my hand and chest.
"So hot... Now it's my turn..."
He still kept moaning as I continued to pound him harder
"BERTHOLDT!!" I pound into him one final time and release into him
"AHH..."
Bertholdt grabbed my ass and made me push inside of him slowly again, soon cum was pouring out making both of us moan in pleasure. I leaned down to kiss him on the lips softy and slowly pulled out.
"Mmm... Reiner~"
He closed his legs, and quickly pulled the blanket over him still moaning as cum was pouring out of him still. I chuckled lightly and licked his cum off my hand, and then joined him under the blanket.
OVER, THE WORST SMUT IN HISTORY IS OVER

As soon as I did, he cuddled up to me instantly.
"That was... Really nice Reiner" he said his voice muffled since he was buried in my chest.
"It was..."
I kiss his head softly and rub his back, hearing him hum peacefully. He peeked his head out of my chest and gave me a big kiss on the lips. I smiled and rubbed his cheek softly kissing him again. I felt him grab the back of my neck pulling me more into the kiss. I broke the kiss quickly and started to attack his neck, leaving a few hickeys here and there. Bert was moaning loudly, running his hand through my hair. After a few more moments of this, we finally calmed down catching our breaths, then went back to cuddling.
"I love you..."
Bertholdt looked at me with wide eyes when I said this, even though I said it yesterday. But soon smiled and started to cuddle me again.
"I love you too..." And he buried his face back in my chest
I leaned over him to get the remote off of the dresser trying not to break our cuddle. Then I turned on the TV and put on a random movie to go to sleep to. I turned back towards Bert to see he was already asleep. I chuckled softly and slowly put his head on his pillow. I scooted closer and wrapped my arms around him and kissed his cheek. This was definitely a night to remember...
Timeskip!!
After that night, I had to wake up super early for my job interview and left a note for Bertholdt and for Jean to watch Bertholdt just in case. I know it sounds overprotective but I worry about him too much. I actually got the job right away! They needed someone and I had a ton of experience. It was like I never left, everything was the same way it's always been and it was amazing. As I was going on break, and chatting with Melinda, I saw Jean walk in with Marco and... Bert?!
"Guys what are you doing here!?" I said a big smile on my face
Jean scratched his head a bit before answering
"Well Bertholdt said he wanted to see where you guys first met"
I looked over at Bertholdt who was glancing around the shop taking it all in.
"So... What do you think Bert?"
He sat down in the chair beside me and just stared at the ceiling, even Melinda looked a bit worried about how he was acting. Jean and Marco just stood beside us in silence, while the whole store was doing its normal thing. I tried to smile and held his hand tightly, trying to get his attention.
"Are you okay?"
He looked at me with tears in his eyes and smiled brightly
"Do you think you can make me one of those hot chocolates? And don't spill it on me this time"
Everyone went quiet... I slapped my hand over my mouth in shock, Bertholdt the only one smiling.
He remembers...