Chapter 1
Lydia
There he sat, having a panic attack. Was there nothing I could do? I don't even know what happened next. Well yes I do. I kissed him. I kissed this funny and sarcastic person I didn't even know I had feelings for. Everything change after that. Everything. I started seeing him in a different way, wanting to hangout with him, laughing at all his jokes. Even the ones that weren't funny. Why am I so scared to ask him out. I mean he's had a crush on me since the 3rd grade. What am I waiting for? I'm Lydia Martin. The next thing I knew he was walking towards me,
"HeyLydia."
"Hey Stiles, what's up?"
"Nothing much I was just wondering if you'd want to go bowling with me and Scott tonight, I mean you don't have to. I think Allison might come too," he said nervously.
"No, I'd love to." I tried to sound normal, but inside I was so happy I mean like this feeling never happened with Jackson and I, like it's weird.
"Great!," he said with a smile and walked away.
Stiles
Scott and I never made plans to go bowling. I only asked Lydia because I hoped the rejection would help me get over her. I mean it's been seen 3rd grade and ever since she kissed me when I was having a panic attack I can't stop thinking about her. But now that she said yes... I mean I don't know if Scott can come or Allison. Why did I even say Alison I mean it's her best friend of course she'll want to come if Allison's coming. Lydia's probably going to ask her about it and Alison will say she has no clue what's she's talking about. But it's okay cause if they can't come then I'll just tell Lydia that and she won't want to be alone with me so well just call it off.
Lydia
Stiles just told me that Scott's mom needed him for something and so then he never invited Allison. And that if I wanted to we could just go another time. Inside I wanted to say "No, no, can we just go? It'd be like a date." Of course I didn't say that.
"So do you wanna still go or not." Said Stiles while he was waiting for my reply.
"Well I mean I already canceled my plans with someone else and I don't want to do nothing on a Friday night, can you pick me up at 8?" I said.
Stiles
I pull up to her house in my jeep. I still can't believe I'm like going on a date with Lydia Martin. I know it's only cause Scott and Allison couldn't come and we've been friends for a while now but still. Just about last year she never used to notice us, Scott and I.
She walks out looking so pretty. This is so not helping me get over her. I mean with her strawberry blond hair. When she walks I can smell her perfume, for a second I just freeze to let everything absorb.
"Oh Stiles?" She said awkwardly.
"Yeah?" That's when I realized I'd been staring. "Oh, right," I continued driving away from her house. The car ride was a little awkward, I didn't want to say anything wrong. Then I thought that if she would ever like me back I'd want it to be for who I am. So I wouldn't have to pretend to be someone else every time I saw her.
Anyway we arrive at bowling alley when Lydia said "Stop."
"What, what's the matter," I said very confused.
"You mean you don't hear that."
"No what is it."
"Honking like a car" she said not really knowing if that what she was really hearing.
Lydia
I think *HONK* that stiles is *HONK* lying about Scott *HONK HONK* then I gave up I let the sounds takeover, and I screamed. When I'm done I saw Stiles holding his ears so tightly as if his life depended on it.
