Poetry From A Lonely Weirdo

A world without pain is a fantasy

This is my own work, please if you do use it treat it with respect, and do not call it as your own. Thank you.

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Hope-

The darkness pulls me deeper and after time I get weaker
A jumbled mess and no less
A blur you see and it's all the same to me
but in that darkness beyond shadows lay a single light to guide the way
Even one light is useful to me. To send away the darkness and leave me free...

When will i see my single light?

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My Future-

I sit here quietly pondering
I sit here quietly wondering
I've known the past quite very well
And let me tell you it's been swell
I know that there's been bumps and ruts, But what lies further?
A fate to face
A future place
It's all ahead of me.
The far unknown
A happy home
What will it be?
Will time be slow?
or fastly go?
Will I ever know?
I sit here quietly pondering
I sit here quietly wondering.

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In the darkness of night-

A pair of eyes glow bright in the lack of light
A brewing of fire in them burns ready for the fight
A patience long gone, blistering rage powers through with a bite
A gathering of gleaming white razors break through the shield and tear with might
A fierce warrior cry's out all actions left in the air
They say his opponent will die in the night
A glorified victory that will never be right

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A past that hasn't passed-

A messed up past ever haunted and dark
Will forever leave a mark
An innocent child becomes nothing but stark
They feel compelled to love many
but nothing will spark
into the flamed arc
That is the only way to fend off the dark
And save the child's heart

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Swirling night
No light in sight
Darkness seeping
The shadows creeping
These are the things normal to me
You cant fix them, just leave them be

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The rain in the sky
Will wash away the lie
That you created overtime
The deceit and pain will be your gain
It made you joyful the truth was hidden
But once found out, is never forgiven
Now where are those skies of blue
When you need me, but I not you

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Rainbows are bright and magically sweet
But i see the color within deep
I see the grays, blacks, and blues
I see the pain, and grieving in the rain
You see the yellows, oranges, and reds
You see the joy that no one can dread
I see the sorrow and life drain
I see the world within the rain
You see the wonders that life can give
You see all the splendor within your head

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Idk about this one yet :/

There's no room for error when handling love
Cherish it protect it don't let it fly away
For if you don't that love will soar
Like a dove looking for a new view
But if you do as i tell you now
That love will stay and grow

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Sometimes i feel the fear
The fear that leers in my path
The haunting slowly takes over
Whatever tomorrow brings
I know I'll still stay strong
And not choose the wrong