Adopted by Little Mix ft One Direction

Chapter 4

Tiffany's POV

Jesy, Jade, Perrie,Leigh Anne and I drove into the pizza restaurant just a few minutes away from my new home. The smell of the food made me feel a little sick already. I mean, I liked pizza, but sometimes the smell or sight of food can make me want to throw up. I think the girls noticed because they turned to me with worried and concerned expressions on their faces.

"You alright Tiffany?" Asked Jade.

I nodded. I wasn't exactly ok to be honest. Everything in my life had turned upside down just a few years ago and it was all my fault. My mum had died all because of me and whenever daddy hit me, I knew that I deserved it. Every single beating I had was because of me.

"Do you want some pizza?"Asked Jesy snapping me out of my thoughts. I didn't want to eat anything but I also didn't want to let the girls down. I nodded and sat down at a nearby table and waited patiently.

"Anything in particular?" added Perrie. This time, I shook my head no.

As I waited for my new guardians to order the food, I thought about how my life really did change. From my mum dying, to my dad being out of controlled, into an orphanage and out with four older girls. And I didn't like it this way. I wish I was back in the orphanage, doing nothing, just sitting on my bed staring into space. But now, that these four girls came into my life, I think I need to just grow up and deal with it as my father would say. It was true though may I add.

Everything my father had said before my mum had passed away wasn't real. None of it was real. It seemed as he was just acting in front of me, only just pretending to love me, kissing me goodnight and reading me bedtime stories. But now, I knew that all of that was just a silly act that I fell for. Not one bit of it was real and after my mum died, he thought it was the perfect time to change back into his original self and haunt me forever. The smell of food brought me back to reality.

"Time to eat!" Exclaimed Jade. I saw the pizza in front of me that nearly brought me to puke but I kept it down. For the girls' sake. I didn't want to cause anymore trouble. I slowly took a bite out of a slice and chewed slowly, the girls watching my every move.

As I watched the girls eat, I was quite proud of myself, for eating a whole slice of pizza. The whole time, the girls would just ask me questions about myself, and I always answered woth a short answer. It wasn't that I didn't like these girls, I was just that they have done so much for me and I knew I didn't deserve this much. Not after what I had done to my own mother. I basically killed her, well that's what my dad told me. And now that i had heard it like a million times already, I now agree with my Dad, and the only thing that made me was a murderer.

"You done?" Asked Perrie. I nodded. "Let's go then!" She added.

"Go where?" I questioned trying not to sound rude.

"Shopping!" Yelled Leigh-Anne, which earned a few stares. She just blushed and smiled shyly.

Jesy grabbed my hand while we walked out of the restaurant. I wasn't a little baby, I could walk by myself safely but I didn't want to sound mean so I kept quite. Honestly, I didn't want to go shopping today. I was really tired and I I wanted to do gas sleep but I knew the girls probably wouldn't let me out of this one. Worth a shot.

"Can we just stay home and go shopping another time? I'm really tired right now," I asked them. By the look of their faces, I knew they were a bit disappointed that I didn't want to go but had understandable faces afterwards. This made me feel bad so I decide to go for their sake.

"Wait no, I'll go this time," I said. All of their faces lit up and they all gave me cheers of joy.

"You sure?" Asked Jade. I nodded, hopping into the car, knowing I had made them happier.