I have depression
And it's not good
My depression started when I went to fourth grade
At first I was an energetic kid, always wanting to learn, always had a smile on my face
Then suddenly it stop
I was no longer the happy energetic person I once was
I was always distracted by everything and made it harder for me to learn
I was later diagnosed with A.D.H.D
And the stress of making sure I pass grade's was not helping
I had changed
And it wasn't good
Sooner or later I was going to do something bad
Sooner or later I was going to hurt myself
But I blocked those thoughts
I blocked those horrible thoughts
I won't hurt myself
Not yet
There was nothing that would help me go back to who I once was
Heck I couldn't even help myself
Im having a war in my head
One side to keep fighting
The other was to give up and just die
Then I found it
Wattpad
And all of you
You helped me laugh and cry and just be myself
And I thank you
All of you
What would I be without you
I honestly don't know
My mom say this phone is a waste of my time and it doesn't benefit me
She doesn't know that I may have been dead right now if it had not been for this phone and Wattpad
So once again I say this
Thank you
- Jason William ☺
