Yuuu's 🐼🐾 Corner [closed]

your hostage

i hate that i love you~

eventhough i can't reach you,
eventhough i know you cannot be mine.

eventhough i realize everytime that you'll
never get to know about my existence, dear.

you'll never notice me.
because everytime i get my hopes up,
reality slaps me hard that i actually fall apart.

i still love you~

still think i'm yours~

and i fucking loathe you for that.

dreaming of you every night,
thinking of you every step of the way,
imagining you present in front of my sight in
every second,

creating scenes that can never
turn real all day long.

i just realized that my whole
existence and my whole world are
all just about you and only you,

and it's really freaking me out~

the pain i'm having is incredably huge,
and i hate you for all of it.

[ — from a loyal hostage.⚪]

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🔏⚡22/08/2017⚡🔏
–Yuuu 🐼🐾–