It was just a normal day at school, you know? The same old words and phrases being shouted at me as I passed through the corridors. As I was on the way to my locker I noticed my best friend, f/n, standing in front of it. She had a happy look on her face, but I couldn't understand why. When I neared her she came running up to me and hugged me. Nothing out of the usual, but I was very wrong. When she calmed down I ask what she was so excited about. She replied "I have a big surprise for you." At that moment we had failed to notice the football boys coming our way. When they approached b/n (bullies name) said, "look at the stupid emo fags." That was when they jumped on us and started hitting us. When t/n (teachers name) came out of her classroom she got the boys of us and sent them to the office. After checking us over and telling us it was just some bruises and we would be fine, we went to my locker and f/n waited for me to get my stuff to leave and go home. I heard footsteps and got a little worried thinking we were going to be bullied again. I then heard f/n talking to a male. I started to turn to ask her who she was talking to, but was cut of by the mystery man asking me if I was ok. I turned to look at the man and saw the person I have had a huge crush on for quite a while. It was Ryan fucking Ross. Me being the fan girl I am almost screamed but f/n put her hand over my mouth. Ryan just started laughing at me, then I noticed f/n was acting perfectly normal around Ryan. "F/n why are you not fan girling it's Ryan Ross," I whispered. "This is the surprise y/n."
"Hi y/n, it's nice to meet you"
"H-hi Ryan"
::::::::3 years later::::::::
Ever since that special day I moved to LA to live with Ryan and we started dating a few days after the day. We are now engaged and I'm sitting here going over the wedding plans. A year after us meeting Ryan found out about my self harm and has kept a close eye on me, what he doesn't know is even though I'm far away from those guys they still find a way to bully me and make me feel worthless. I am still cutting but like I said Ryan doesn't know that.
"Hey babe I'm home from the studio"
"Hey Ryro has was recording?"
"Great but how was your day going over everything for the last time before the wedding?"
"Everything seems to be in order, but Ry you still have to get your tux remember?"
"Yeah and about that Brendon is coming over in about an hour to take me to that and to also get his."
"Ok....."
Fuck this can't be happening, Brendon is the only one who knows about me still self harming, I pray to god or whoever the hell is listening that Brendon doesn't tell Ryan.
++++++an hour later++++++
"I'm leaving babe I'll see you later" Ryan yells from the door
"Ok bye babe, bye Bren"
"Bye y/n/n"
Now I can finally check my Instagram, Facebook, and text messages.
Instagram- 2 new messages
Facebooks- 6 new comments and messages
Messages- 12 new messages
Great just fucking great.-----Brendon's POV-----
I'm extremely worried about Ryan right now because I'm going to tell him about y/n. I know it's going to break his heart but it has to be done.
"H-hey Ry c-can I talk t-to you r-real quick?"
"Yeah Bren what's up...."
"It's about......... y/n"
"What about her?"
"Shestillselfharmingbecausetheyneverleftheraloneandtheystillcontactheralmostevreyday"
"What say that a hell of a lot slower"
"Ok.. she is still self harming because they never left her alone and they still contact her almost everyday"
"WHAT!!!!!!!"
"I'm sorry she told me not to tell but it has been getting worse lately and I knew I had to tell you"
"We are going home NOW"
"Ok let's go"
***at home y/n POV***
After I read the comments and messages I decided to go sleep it off and just leave my phone downstairs. So sleep started to drag me down.
**1 hour later**
I started waking up when I heated the door opening and two voices belonging to my best friend and my boyfriend.
*****Ryan's POV*****
I swear to god if she has done anything I'm going to die because she is my world and has been ever since I met her. As Brendon and I are walking up the stairs to y/n and I's bedroom, I remember seeing her phone downstairs on the couch. I quickly run and get it going through it on the way up. I notice the messages and comments never stopped not even for a day. I feel my heart beginning to break as I read through these. We finally make it upstairs and to put bedroom only to open the door to see my beautiful girlfriend laying, asleep, on our bed.
**y/n POV**
I hear them climbing up the stairs and pretend to be asleep for when the come in. I hear the door open and close and he the two talking about me. I take a quick peek and see Ryan is facing away from me and Brendon is facing me. He sees me and I motion for him to be quiet so I can scare Ryan. He nods and I quietly move out of bed and walk up behind Ry. I then jump on his back and yell boo. He almost dropped me he was so scared. Brendon fell on the floor laughing his ass off and Ryro just glares at me. After our fair share of laughs I notice my phone in Ryan's hand.
"Babe why do you have my phone?"
"Brendon told me everything and you can't be mad at him he was doing it for your own good"
I nod to show I understand and truth be told I'm not upset at Brendon I'm actually glad he told Ry because it means no more secrets and I can hopefully start recovering soon.A/n: holy fuck that took a little while to write. Well this is just something to keep me busy while I brainstorm for my other book "Danger Days" this is the cover
Check it out if you like Mikey Way or the danger days era and enjoy this book because everything up to the point of you meeting Ryan is actually true to my life and so is the self harm but STAY STRONG killjoys, sinners, youngbloods and any other fandom. If you ever need to talk the message me. I'm always here to talk.
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Bye
Adry
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RandomThis is for all the fan girls who love Ryan and it's just whatever my mind comes up with WARNINGS OR TRIGGERS ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ 1)some smut maybe 3-6 chapter 2) self harm/depression 3) cussing