Eleven Bullets

Prologue

He was shocked, jaw dropped, eyes widened, with tears streaming down his face.
"You're alive?" He was stepping closer heavily, one step, two step, and finally he threw himself at her, bursting, crying in a mess.
"I'm sorry.." she said.
"Uhhh.. huu.. it.. it's.. ok.. uhh it's ok, it's uhh my fault" he said while sobbing.

It took sometimes to let him calmed down, while she was standing there puzzled, but can't bring herself to push him away.
Until she finally said "I'm sorry, but who are you?"
He froze, then snapped his head up,
"You still hate me? You don't wanna know me anymore? You.. uhh huuuh.. ok.. as.. as long as.. uhhh.." he started to wipe again and took a step back.
"No, no, I mean I really don't remember.. I got into an accident and I can't remember anything.."
"Accident..?" Now it's his turn to stand there puzzled. So apparently, she didn't even remember if she had committed suicide.

She deleted all her account, and then she threw herself off the cliff, no one saw her jump nor found her dead or alive. He just knew by the heart because she told her long before that she was suicidal. And he broke down, he hated himself to the core. He lived his life like he was being cursed.
But now 2 years after, she's alive and fine, it was a great relief, it was like his curse had been lifted.

Or so he thought.

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