Markel:...it's funny...how you can be joking around and have a good time around people, but when you are alone. You can feel so sad for no reason.
Markel: maybe it's because I'm tired. Its four in the morning after all.
Markel: but I felt sad even before I was alone in my room...
Gabriele: maybe thinking of your grandfather...
Markel: no...it was after I sent that text in my group chat...
Markel: maybe I shouldn't talk about what I like since no one else seems to share my views and I must be annoying them.
Gabriele: that is highly unlikely
Markel: knowing what I'm like...no it isn't.
Here have something happy. I'm sorry for this chapter, but I needed a sort of vent. All my friends are asleep and so is my girlfriend. I needed a type of outlet. Everything in this chapter is true and I'm not looking for attention. I'm just trying to get this off my chest.