MY BELIEVE

Intro - In few days i'll be 17 and right now i am in 12 grade most important year of a teenager in India. The pressure is high these days study hard work hard achieve 90% above and dont play outdoor games you'l get hurt dont eat that food u'l get sick and bla blaa bla u see the list goes on and its never ending hey sry i forgot to give my intro hey i am shreya the swet little girl in your nearest nieghbourhood. My friends nah not here they are in patna and as a matter of fact i dont like this place i feel like suffocatin out over here people are so double face arghh ohhh sry i forgot the intro part yah i live in ranchi with my mom dad and elder bro. You know about M.S.Dhoni Indian cricket team captain he is from ranchi. Its my one of the greatest believe that i'll not only escape from here but also achieve my dream of becoming famous actress not like angelina or like priyanka chopra yah but like emma watson. This life is very complicated esp mine one. My story is diff from others its about what i have paid and sacrificed for my family , the lust for a girl and a boy i had i am a bisexual and the pain i had gone through.

I opened my eyes I was on a bed wait its a hospital bed and right now I am in hospital the place i hate the most. I turned my eyes to the left side and saw my dad mom were there but who were the others I sat on the bed by takin help of my mom and then i asked who are they those people out there my mom n dad got stunned his face was blank after a moment he said you are joking right shreya. I said seriosly no really who are they i never saw them he after listening stepped back and went to the doctor straight away then i turned to my mom whts happening I asked she said nothin just nothiing everything is fine. At that moment i thought that is she hidin somethin abt me that i should now. I asked her the day she said 15 4 14 i said are u kiddin mom today is 19 4 04 i saw her face she was goin to cry iii then new that i lost my memory wooof i lost it but how wht happened so many question and no one is ready to ans damn man after few days i was discharged from the hospital but i must tell that the food was very bad noo salt at all food sometimes it used to be very salty and the milk they used to give oh my ghosh it was mixed with water. 3/4th water and 1/4th milk yucks  but one thing was cool the nurses omg they were so hot and figure they had sometimes when they used to bend to check the pulse rate and heart beat or to give injection i just couldnt control my self from seein their boobs thay were so perfect and clear that i was not able to control my self by hittin their bump and the excuse my hand slipped sry. Well the male doctors were fine but they were covered so i couldnt see anything. When i went home a girl said hi to me just living next to me see wasnt so hot bt was sweet like a sweet and i replied her hi and went inside  i asked my mom who's she she told me that she's disha and u generally go to walk in evening and that she lives with her bhabhi and a maid. I asked mom dad?? My mom replied they dont live here they live in Agra

 Then i sat on the chair and thought of her she was actually cool but wait there are some flash back coming that she is pulling my shirt and then opening it and i was sayin no i was reviving my past  that my mom asked what happened what are you thinkin i said nothing. I was suprised by the flash back hows that possible i made love with a girl or umm may be she raped me seriously??? The later option is not possible because she looked weaker than me the how she raped me!!!! Few moment later there was knock on the door and she was there standing and smiling disha . She said namastey aunty can i be here for 4-5 hrs because no one is at home. My mom said be comfortable here and thanks for coming here. She suprisingly asked her why thanks aunty. My mom replied actually i had to the market with oman(my bro) for work and i wanted someone to be home to take care of her and then you came that girl said dont worry  aunty i will take care of her. I said to mom i can take care of myself or i'll come with you she said no be here with her. I was actually afraid of her after that flashback so i didnt want to stay with her but my mom was rigid and after 15 mins she left the home with bro and i was alone with her in the house ........