Allegiant fanficion how I think it should have ended

.....Since I was young. I have always known this; life damages us, everyone. We can't escape that damage . But now, I am also learning this: We can be mended.  We mend each other

10 minutes later

I wake up thinking about what my life without Tris would be like. It brings tears into my eyes thinking of her lying dead under the ground. Even the fact that if Tris was to die, no matter how much I loved her, time would heal all of my wounds and eventually I would have moved on and Tris would just be a distant memory. No I can't think like that. Tris is still alive.

While I have been sitting here in this room for the past 30 minuets the doctors are working their buts off to save her life and Tris is battling death, even though her chances of winning were so thin. I must be brave. I must be strong not only for Tris but for my self too. I swept the warm, damp tears from my face with the back of my shaking hand.

Look how much that girl has changed me, before I met her I never dreamed of having someone to talk to no matter what, having some one to love with all my heart, for them to love me back or for someone to risk everything for just to see them smiling and laughing again. Gosh Triss has turned me into a crying bumbling fool. 

I turned round to see Tris's doctor standing behind me with his hand on my shoulder. " I understand this is a very difficult time for you but you have to be strong for ..." , but before he could finish speaking I stood up from the seat I was sitting in and looked him directly in the eyes. " Please doc, just tell me whether she made it" The Doctor told me to follow him and he led me down the corridors to a room.

" Tobias, the operation went better then anyone of us could have planned, Tris has woken up, but it is going to a long road to recovery, but Tris is going to live to tell this tell", the doctor said.

My shoulders felt a heavy weight being lifted off of them, I knew Tris would survive because she is strong and brave and selfless and how could she die on me now, when our story was just beginning. I opened up the door to her room full of happiness, but when I saw her weak pale frame lying on the bed, her hair was ruffed up and messy, her face was scratched and bruised and she looked so small lying there. I  slowly walked up to her  bed as tears began to creep down my face again. I have never said this before but I have always pictured me and Tris being together forever. I imagined us getting married, having children and grandchildren together, and growing old together. Being one of those couples that no matter how many years or problems past our love would only grow stronger. My bubble of thought burst and I heard Tris groan in pain.

I down at where my hand was lying on the bed and saw her try to grab it but pain had overcome her, that had never stopped Tris before and it did not stop her then. Before I knew it I could feel the warmth of her hand under mine and a wave of calmness swept over me. "Don't you ever do that to me again to me", I whispered in her ear, brushing a lock of her hair away from her eyes and kissing her soft lips.

I waited by her side every day while she was in hospital. Once Tris had started to recover I began to get our apartment ready for when Triss came home. Finally after 3 weeks and 4 days it was finally Tris's last day in the hospital

As we were leaving through the front doors of the hospital, I took her hand, looked into her eyes and said "Tris I love you with all my heart, this past month all I wanted to do was scoop you up in my arms and kiss you better. I never want you to leave my side again, so Tris will you marry me.

"Yes" she screamed, kissing me madly and jumping into my arms.