The Perfect Guy. Or Maybe Not? A Devan Key fanfic [ON HOLD]

I loved him..... and he broke me

A/N
This chapter contains issues like cutting
Your P.O.V
When everyone has left you just fall to the floor and cry. Olivia rushes over to you and pulls you in for a hug. But even though Olivia gives the best hugs not even that can cure heartbreak.
You manage to say between sobs
"I really l...loved him and he br.....broke me."
"I know, I know but you deserve better Y/N. You don't deserve someone who breaks your heart, you deserve someone who will walk through hell with you."
"Thank you Olivia."
As she's your best friend she puts on your favourite movie The Hunger Games Catching Fire. You go to the bathroom when the games start. When you're at the bathroom in your room you quickly go to the toilet and wash your hands. Then on your way out you pick up your old friend, your knife. You begin to cut your left arm and with each cut you feel the desire to make another. The cuts get deeper and you know you are losing too much blood. You fall to the ground and Olivia comes rushing up. The last thing you see before you black out is Olivia bursting into tears over you.

When you wake up you find yourself lying in a hospital bed. All your friends are in the room, including Devan. As soon as you can speak you say to Devan
"Get the fuck out now you cheating bastard!"
"No I can explain! Please give me a chance Y/N."
"Explain what? Like how you thought it was ok to make out with my best friend? Or how you never loved me? I'm sick and tired of your shit Devan! You know I really loved you with all my heart but I guess that wasn't enough for the great Devan Key who thinks it's ok to make out with his girlfriends best friend! Get out or I'll call security!"
He gets up and reluctantly leaves the room. You say to Olivia
"I'm so sorry Olivia."
"Don't ever fucking cut again Y/N please."
"I won't, it's just I really loved him."
"I know."
Time skip because I say so
When you arrive home from hospital you get a call from Collins. The second you pick up he says
"Look Y/N, I'm probably the second last person you want to hear from right now but please listen. It wasn't Devan who kissed Lauren, she kissed him. If you don't want to believe me that's fine but just know that I'm telling the truth."
"The only way I can know for sure is if I check CCTV footage. I'll call you back later Collins."
You hang up and go to the room where you can check CCTV. You fall to your knees when you see what happened. Lauren kissed him and held him still. You turn off the footage and get up.
With all the strength left in your legs you run over to Devans house. You bang on the door and Collins opens it, holding an ice pack to his cheek. He says
"Well do you believe me now?"
"Yes I'm sorry I ever doubted you."
You hug him and he comforts you as you burst into tears on his shoulder.
"Where's Devan? And what happened to you?"
"He's locked himself in his room, won't come out. And Devan got mad and slapped me"
You lay your hand on his cheek and he winces.
"I'll try and talk to him."
You walk upstairs to Devans room and knock on the door. You hear him shouting
"Fuck off Collins, I don't want to talk!!!"
You say softly
"Devan it's me, Y/N. I need to talk to you."
You hear footsteps and the door opens. You see only his bloodshot blue eyes from behind the door. You say
"Devan, I'm so sorry for everything I said to you. I saw the CCTV footage and I know what happened. And please don't slap Collins again even if you need a punching bag, there's still a hand mark on his cheek and that looks sore."
He opens the door further and you hug him tight. He says
"I get why you would trust Lauren Y/N and I forgive you."
"Thank you Dev."