Feelings

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"Behind all sad feelings, we find a troubled mindset" 

Lilly's pov: 

Guilt pouring in my guilt, it's been 3 days now and Humble still did not wake up. I was sad but mostly guilty, I saw my beautiful daughter when she came to the hospital, and my friends wouldn't stop showering me with love... But I didn't feel the love all I felt was guilt.

Yousef's pov:

It's been an hour now, I have been watching her from afar, looking at her frowning staring at Humble she was gone in her all world. 

I didn't know what to think those three days have been long, and I couldn't understand Lilly's behavior, of course she was sad and had every right to be, but this guilty feeling was too much, it was odd seeing her that way. Didn't she think about her daughter, her parents, her family, ... didn't she think about me and what would have happened if she died...

Even when she saw Jasmine, she didn't even spent a lot of time with her, and when she talks to me or anyone else it's like she is looking right through us.

Maybe I was over thinking it, maybe she was just concerned by Humble's life maybe it was just that and I just had to pray for him to wake up. Yes once Humble come back then everything will go back to normal. 

"Humble" 

I lifted my head at the sound of Lilly's voice to see what was going on, and my heart jumped with joy when I saw Humble slightly moving. He was waking up ! Humble is waking up. I ran to the hallway to call the others.

"He is waking up, guys come on he is awake" 

As soon as I knew it we were all gathered around our beloved friend as he opened his eyes. 

" Water..." 

"Quick Quick give him water" I grabbed the bottle and gave it to Lilly 

We were all watching his every move now, not knowing what was the next step to take.

" Are you guys going to watch me like that forever, can't I at least get a hug" 

Everyone started laughing at that, as we got into a group hug, yes our Humble was truly back. 

4 HOURS LATER

We were all having a good time, it's like we forgot that we were in a hospital, and how we got there, we were just enjoying life like it was one of our usual  friend reunion. But soon the worrying, the ups and downs of this journey got the best of us and we decided that it was time to part and go home for a bit. Humble insisted that we leave since he knew Lilly still didn't got to go home after what she has gone through. 

And that is why right now we stood in our broken living room, I couldn't care less about the mess, the material damages would soon enough be mended, it was easy to replace a broken table or chair. But between Lilly and I there was still something that was damaged and I didn't know what, how could I take care of the unknown. 

Her feelings seemed as troubled as mine were, and everything that happened between us before the kidnapping, the fights, the plane ticket found in her bag, all of that was coming back to me. I was trying to make sense of that but how could I when I didn't hold all the pieces, them being kept secret it seems in Lilly's mind.

Author's note:

Hi ! Well all I have to say is sorry ... I have no excuses hope that you like it though and I will try my best to finish this story in the next few days. 

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