I lay there sobbing my guts out, the pain of the large gash in my arm forcing more sobs out of me. I was trembling. Philip burst into my room and ran over to me, holding me close "don't you dare run out like that again..." he whispers into my ear, I keep trembling. Everything flooded back.
-Flashback-
I screamed at my boyfriend "why do you even love me?! I'm worthless!!!" Tears threatened to fall as my boyfriend, Philip, grew red with anger. Just before it dispelled, I ran to my room, grabbing the razor I snuck in my room and sliced my skin as if it was paper. Tears fell as the pain enthralled me. I quickly shut the door before Philip could get me. I locked the door securely and sat on my bed, sobbing.
-end-
I sniffled and curled up into his loving hold, he rocked back and forth calmly "Theo I love you more than anything in the world... don't you dare treat yourself like this" he said and picked me up, taking me to the bathroom, tears flooding my cheeks still.
He covered my wound carefully and kissed it carefully "you are an angel to me, Theo.. and no matter how angry I get... no matter how much hate balls up inside... I love you so.. so goddamn much.." he said and held me close in a tight hug, that made me cry more
"I'm sorry... I'm so sorry Philip.." I sobbed "I'm sorry I made you mad I didn't want to I just...."
"Shhhh.. my love it's alright... you're okay. You're in my arms you're okay.." he rubbed my back soothingly. My trembling calmed down
I closed my bloodshot eyes, the crying made them sting so much.
"I love you..."
"I love you too.."
