Is this okay? •Scalia fanfiction•

I'm sorry

SCOTT'S POINT OF VIEW

Malia has just healed when everything is going down again. Theo came back, Gerard and the others have done their jobs and now everyone is against us.. At least, I'm glad we have Deaton back.

What will we do?"- Liam asked.

I don't know"- I really don't..

Scott, everyone is telling us to leave. Even your dad.. The don't want us there"- Lydia said and my legs nearly dropped me when I heard the words.. Yeah, even my dad who came here after so many years, want us to leave..

Guys, sometimes I think that maybe we need to give.."- Malia covered my mouth with her hand.

Don't you dare to say that! We aren't going anywhere! We'll stay here, we'll fight!"- she said that with so much strength and belief.

You are right"- I squeezed her hand.

Guys, we need help"- Corey said.

Yes, and I hope someone will help us soon"- Lydia sighed.

Don't be stupid, who would risk their own lives to save ours?"- Theo laughed.

Not anyone that have the same blood as you"- Malia yelled at him.

Malia, calm down"- I whispered, she started to lose control a lot easier these days..

I'm sorry.. Sorry Scott, sorry guys"- she covered her face with her hand and ran off.

Malia! Wait!"- I ran to her, but she was already outside, she left.

Don't go after her. She won't come back until she wants to"- Lydia said.

You are right"- I sighed and went in the room again.

MALIA'S POINT OF VIEW

Why is this happening? One day, everything is good and the next day something wrong happens.. There has to be something that is making this, we just have to find what it is..

I can feel my eyes tear up and I didn't try to hide my tears this time, I just let them fell down and enjoy their freedom..

I felt someone's hand on my back, I turned back to see Scott looking at me with a sad expression on his face.

Please Scott, leave me alone"- I want to be with him right now, but I don't want to show it, I can't show it..

No, why would I? Everytime I leave you alone, something bad is happening to you, I won't let you to be hurt ever again"- he sat next to me and took my hands in his.

But Scott.."- I started.

No, no Malia! There is no "but" this time.. You have saved my life so many times.. A year ago, months ago, last month, last week, yesterday! Everything you do in your life is saving me! Saving us! Wasn't that my job?! "- he looked at me in the eyes.

Scott, that's not the point.. Do you know why am I doing this? Why am I saving you? Why did I get that job from you?"- he was looking at me without saying a word.

Because I have lost so many people in my live, or better say I've killed and hurt so many people.. I can't stand to see anyone hurt again, not one of the people I love the most... Do you know what is happening inside me when you are leaving and saying that you'll do a risk yourself? Do you know how am I feeling when i know that I can't do anything? How am I feeling when I'm useless? I want to do bad things then, Scott.. And one of them seems like the best option.. But if I do that, I know that I'll turn into that selfish bitch again, I know that I'll hurt people again, but you know what? At least it would be the last"- Tears were falling down my face, I was shaking and Scott looked terrified of what I've just said.

Malia, what the hell are you talking about?! You can't do that! You will never do that! Listen to me, Malia! I won't be able to live after that, you know that right? You know that I won't never go over it"- he shook my body like he was trying to wake me up..

You just believe in it now.. But, trust me, like the time passes by, you'll forget me like all the others"- I was still crying.

Malia, don't speak like this.. What happened to you? You weren't like this before, what's gotten into you?"- yeah great, even Scott thinks I'm changed.

I don't know Scott. I just want you to be happy, I'm just making more problems than there already are... I tried and I can't keep my mouth shut, I'm just hurting more and more people with my words.. You and Lydia could even be killed because of me yesterday.."- this is too much for me.

No! You saved me! I was going to die if you didn't come after me and get Lydia with you"- he said but I think he was just trying to comfort me.

No, sorry Scott, but I'm leaving. And this time for real"- I sighed and without a word I ran off.