Heaven

Chapter 4

Heaven pov
Its been a few days since everything happened. I really haven't talked to anyone besides Blue. When they told her I was her sister she was excited. I've been going to boot camp everyday, but I haven't been feeling it. My mind is always somewhere else. I haven't been as focused on anything really. Everyday after camp, we come home, eat dinner, and I go to my room. I finally got my phone back after I told Jay where it was. They ended up buying me another one because I didn't want the old one. It had to many memories on it.

"Heaven!" Blue yelled

"What!"

"Heaven!" she yelled again

I got up and went to the playroom. I found Blue, Bey, and Ms. Tina sitting at the table having a tea party.

"Come play with me."

"Fine." I sat down next to her and she poured me some tea.

"Mommy, can I go get some snacks please?"

"Go ahead."

She got up and was just the three of us. I couldn't help but notice Ms. Tina staring at me.

"Hi." I said.

"Hello. How have you been?"

"I'm fine. You?"

"Even better now that you are here." she said

We carried on our conversation. Then Blue came back with a ton of snacks. We had a small but nice tea party. When we were done, we cleaned up and I went back to my room, after I told Grandma bye. A few minutes later someone knocked on my door.

"Come in."

Then Beyoncé appeared. I still get the chills whenever I'm around her. I mean who wouldn't?

"So you and your grandmother hit it off pretty good."

"Yeah, she seems pretty cool."

"She is but you don't want to see her bad side."

"I can see that. She might be nice but I'm not going to underestimate her."

We sat in silence for a moment. We can never have a full conversation. We don't have that much to talk from.

"What's wrong? You've been off or something. You're not really focused." she asked

"I don't know. Since I moved, I haven't been able to focus in anything. I don't even know why."

"You miss her don't you?"

I don't even know how to answer that question. I guess I do miss her. She was the only mom I ever knew, and when I'm away from her for long periods of time, I start to miss her.

"I wont get upset if you do. I understand."

She got up and went some where. I didn't even get a chance to say anything. I guess from me not answering she got her answer. I walked out and walked around the house looking for her. I finally found her outside sitting in the garden. I walked over and stood in front of her.

"You didn't have to come out here. I'm not upset." she said

"But you didn't even give me a chance to answer the question."

"I took your silence as my answer. If you miss her I'm fine with that. I understand why."

"Well I kind of do miss her but then I don't. I mean I miss her because she raised me but I don't miss her because she messed my life up."

"She didn't completely mess your life up. You turned out to be a nice young lady. She probably did a better job than I would've done."

"Maybe, we will never know. But I have something to ask you and please don't get upset."