Together (Gay romance Based on a true story)

Togheter (Gay romance Based on a true story)

I was at my best friend's house as always, just now I started noticing how cute he was
hell, why am I thinking this? Why suddenly I notice my best friend as the cutest thing on earth. I start sweating cold, what would people think of me? I was never into guys. He notice I am sweating and chuckles. "Hey partner, why are you sweating that way, sought a ghost or somethin?" I let a small laugh come out but I just try to lie. "it's nothing partner, i am just thinking about something." He stops to try to get whatever he was trying to find and looks at me. "Yes it is something Alex, I know you well enough to know it is something, you can tell me, you know."

I told him the things that happened with me and what I felt, he knew I was lying, and he knew I would tell with the right persistance.

I ran upstairs and went to my bedroom, I heard him laughing down at the first floor and he came upstairs, he opened the door and said. "Partner, something is happening here, I need to know what is it." He walked near me, he was inches away from me and all I wanted was to kiss him and hold him in my arms, but I didn't, instead I replied. "I don't know mate, I have been feeling things all of a sudden, things I don't want to feel... I don't want to talk about it... I don't want to." he tells me to look him in the eyes, I am caught by his piercing hazel eyes, I can't help myself, he knows I always tells everything when he does that. "Allan, it... it is just because I... I am feeling something for... you." I say that while he keeps me locked into his eyes. "What kind of things?" He asks me that, I don't know what to say anymore. "I... I... I think I... like... you." I try to, but I can't hold it ahymore, I embrace him and kiss him, he... kisses me back, we stay there for at least 20 seconds, and then I lean back. What the hell happened, what I just did? He came near me, he was confused too. "And I think... I like you, and that I liked that." he goes to his bedroom, we live togheter and tomorrow is Saturday, the day when we usually lay on the couch and play games togheter until midnight. I know he is going to think about what just happened and what he is going to do, so I just lay down on my bed and try to sleep, but a train of thoughts hit my mind on that second, I can't stop thinking about it

What will he do? What will I do? Why is this happening? What if someone discovers? Did that really happened? Does that means I am gay?

Does that means I am gay? This echoed through my head as I thought about it, and again, what will people think.