Together (Gay romance Based on a true story)

Part 2

I sleep only to wake up with him near me, it was a little scary so I jumped back and my head hit the wall. "Ouch! What are you doing here? What time is it." He chuckles and looks to the clock. "It is 9:00 am, and I am here waiting for you to get up! I have been thinking about last night, I think maybe I may like you too, so let's go have breakfast, I got something for you." What the? Did he just said that? I was so excited about that, he said he likes me and that he got something for me! I ran to the kitchen in seconds, he made breakfast for us, and he made pancakes, my favorite! I glanced at him, he glanced back with a smile, that put a smile on my face too, we ate, and right after, he came at me and gave me a kiss. "Did you liked it?" I was happy, I was happy about everything, it all seemed so perfect! "The kiss or the waffles? Because I loved the kiss." he chuckled a little bit and said "The kiss, of course, I know you liked the waffles." And then again he chuckled and walked to the Hall, I heard him turning the xbox on, so I just went there and asked what are we going to play. "Anything! You will lose anyway!" He said that in a cute, and teasing, way, so I just sit there and we start playing

He wins, I win, and then I think of taking him to eat some ice cream, I know, I know, it is a little ridiculous, but he just loves ice cream, I open the door and call him, we go, eat the ice cream and right after,  he holds me and kisses me in public, I was not so comfortable because, as I already said "What will people think about that" was something I was worried about, so I pulled myself away and whispered to him. "Not now."  We both entered the car and he drove home, when we reached he seemed angry

He was angry.

"So that is it huh?! You feel embarassed because of me?! Who kissed me last night?! Who?! I thought you felt like I did! But certainly this is not real! What we "have" is not real!" he shouted at me, I wanted him to stop, I was afraid, he was strong and, if I got hit by him I would be dead. "But... But Allan, what we have is real. I..." I could not say that, I was afraid of what society would think. "You what?! Huh Alex?! Tell me?! You what?!"  Inside me I threw a middle finger to society, fuck it! I love him.

"I... I love you Allan." he seemed to be calmed down. Then why didn't you let me kiss you in public?" I laid my head on his shoulder. "I was afraid of what society would think." He held me and took me with him too bed, I held him at my arms and at night I had a bad dream, I dreamed about him leaving me to someone else, someone else, and him saying right after that what we had was a lie, a lie that he couldn't hold anymore. I woke to see him in my arms, as I held him tighter and whispered.

" Please, Never leave me."

And again, the train of thoughts hit me, and I wasn't able to return to sleep.