The New Kid... Chandler Riggs?

What is going on?

Hey guys sorry for not updating :) but here's a new chapter! I'm sorry for keeping everyone waiting so here it is:

I can't believe I just said that. I felt dizzy.. I feel like I'm going to puke. Blurs appeared every where. I saw chandlers broken face. All I saw was black.

What happened? All I can hear are my thoughts. Memories are replaying or me and Chandler. From our first kiss to his heart breaking. All I hear is people talking and machines beeping.

I feel something on my lips. Who is this? I blink my open a couple of times. Bright lights blind me. Then the blackness returns. All I hear is my father and mother shouting. "I knew we should have never came here." "It's your fault for letting her go!" . A sharp pain in my head returns every few seconds. What exactly is going on here.

I wake up yet.. I am not awake.
Everything is a blur for a few seconds.
I see myself.. but in the past. I am hiding in a corner while a group of girls are around me. "Your so fat!" "Your worthless!" "You can never get a boyfriend." All these comments cause me to cry. While all the girls start drawing names on me.

I see my ten your old self run to tell the teachers yet all they said was "you have to fight back, you will get no where in life crying.".

Everything turns into a blur once again. This time it is a year later, when I was ten. I was standing in front of a mirror looking at myself. I was pinching the fat on my body. Then I was showed when I refused to eat cause 'I was full'
A year later passed to show when I was stick skinny barely weighing a thing.
Being called fat was changed to being flat. No matter what I did I never fit in with society. Once again all the hatred was replaying in my thoughts until I couldn't take it anymore. Suddenly I woke up gasping and sobbing into someone's shoulder. "Your awake! It's going to be alright." a voice calmed me down.

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I hope you like the chapter. I know it didn't go along with the actual story that we'll but here it is. I just want people to know that what you say will replay in someone's head for the rest of their lives. If you are getting bullied I just want you to know it will be okay. I know what your going through. I love you so much and no body should end their lives. If you say nobody loves you that is a lie. God and Jesus do no matter what.