You made me believe that love can be so genuine. You made me believe that one day it'll just be us. You made me believe in forever yet all those things were just a mere illusion, a fact that there are people whom you have loved the most can't really give you the love that you always dreamed of.
Thank you for making me feel that I'm just the only woman that you love when there's already somebody else. Thank you for the goodbye though you never uttered it. Thank you for making me an option. Thank you for breaking my heart, for pushing me away. Thank you for letting me realize that your heart is not my home, and it's never gonna be because I don't have a place in it. It'll just be a home for pain. I just have to leave and now I'm back to where I'm supposed to be staying-----my own home. Thank you for not taking the risk and that you need to save yourself.
The scars may be still there but I know someday I can get enough of those. I just wished that I can forgive you---for all the things that you've done and should have done.
I'm hoping that one day, when I see you, I will feel no more. There will be no pain, hatred and even little feelings for you. It will be buried down as deep as the ocean and these broken pieces of my heart will be fixed, though slowly but I know it'll be fixed beautifully.
