We used to love..... one another

When we used to love... if we ever did

When we use to love one another we smiled more often. What happened to those days? If you can even remember those days, it was so long ago. I can still remember though, those long nights we used to spend on the sidewalks waiting for it to get dark and the sunset almost made the pain bearable, even the days when we would lay outside on a blanket and watch the clouds pass by, but we don't talk anymore. It's like what was once there suddenly is invisible, or maybe it's me. Maybe I am the invisible one.

What did I do so wrong to be treated like this? Constantly left on read for no reason, was it something I said? What, is it something I did?

I just want to be able to understand. I want to be able to understand how two people can go from best friends, to never talking again. That never made sense to me. How could you even think of leaving somebody just like that? Especially if they were ever really important to you.

It's crazy for me to even process this. I miss it. I miss you actually. I hate what we've become. Nothing.