Sucker For Love

Would you still love me?

Adrii ❤....

As night approached all that I felt before I saw myself on that bed just faded..
I saw him smile and surprisingly It made me smile too, but his smile faded so quickly it's as if it wasn't there so I asked if he was okay.

Joel: Adrianna what happened?

Adrianna: I was just being reckless.

Joel: I don't believe that.

He stared so deep into my eyes as if he was trying to read my soul and as I looked at him I just broke and started crying..before I could say anything he got up from his chair, sat on my bedside and hugged me in a way I've never been hugged before and I had no idea that I had so much tears inside.. I left his shoulder soaked but he didn't even care about it.

Joel: I wanna know what happened Adri, I wanna know what's wrong.

I looked at how concerned and worried he looked and didn't want to be a stranger anymore, I wanted him to know what's going on..

Adrianna: I was just ten years old when my father left us, he thought we were holding him back from life, at least thats what I was told but he never came back, he never tried to know me, find out if I'm even still alive, Adrian was always strong about it but I couldn't help looking at others father's being a dad and not break but I grew up I though...
When I left church Sunday I saw him and I lost it, so I drove out and I heard noises and I don't know what happened after that..

Joel: you felt like you did something, like you weren't worth loving huh?

Adrianna: I felt like a mistake.

Joel: it wasn't, you aren't....
God knew I needed someone who has felt what it's like to be broken but believes in healing, someone who has felt unloved but loves anyhow..

All I could do was stare at him.. I was completely speechless, I was just trying to find my tongue to speak but then I heard him sub and I felt his warm tear on my arm..

Joel: Adrianna I was given over by my parents, left in the hospital to die because they didn't want me, I grew up in the streets selling drugs, weed anything to put food in my mouth but I almost died out there and I decided that I've tried everything else, it's time to try God, when I got saved all I ask God for was someone to see that I'm broken, that I'm stupid, that I mess up but I'm worth loving..

Adrianna: (whispers) Joel.

Joel: when you stepped in church that day, I was so focused on the word but then I heard a voice said to me, ". Look around, that's her".

He stared crying so hard and my heart fell to the ground to see him so broken and before I knew what I was doing I threw myself in his arms, tugged on his hair and kissed him the best I could...

So Adrianna kisses Joel!!! I'm so excited, what will happen next?
I just don't know but all I know is, no matter what you've been through somebody out there loves you fancy pants ❤