Sleepless // P.JM X BTS (Slow Updates)

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Yoongi pov

I am starting to like this Jimin guy. He isn't too loud and he is respectful towards his hyungs, always ready to help us out. But for some reason I have a feeling something isn't entirely right. The guy sometimes disappears for an entire day and then comes back again, apparently hiding in his room that whole time. To be honest it is starting to worry me and my friends. I mean, if he is in his room for the whole day that means he doesn't drink or eat right? And even if he does, it's not healthy to stay all alone in your room so much. *lol*
Today is one of those days where he locks himself again and I'm done with just sitting around and doing nothing about it. He will get out of that room and he won't be able to stop me!

Jimin pov

I've been locking myself up in my room again. I haven't done anything like that since I have died, I'm so confused. Lately, I'm feeling more alive. It shouldn't be possible! It shouldn't be possible for me to feel hungry or tired. Next to that, all my emotions and struggles I had before I died are coming back. Depression and the urge to starve are a common thing again. I just don't know what to do with it and I have no one to vent to. I guess I'll just have to keep quiet and hope my new friends don't pick up on it.
"Park Jimin, I demand you to come out of that room this instant! You will come out and have dinner with us. No complaining!" I jump up from my bed, scared of the sudden screaming by Yoongi outside of my door. "I don't want to go out though Yoongi... I'm perfectly fine in here. Just have dinner with the boys without me please?" I hear him let out a sigh and him sliding down the door to sit on the floor. "Jimim, please. We are worried about you. Just come have dinner for at least tonight with us?" guilt eats me away on the inside. I don't want to worry the friends that became so important to me in this short period of time. I decide to come out, but only for tonight.
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I go to sit at the table set up for seven people, five of them already there and the sixth one coming in with dinner. I look down, feeling uncomfortable under their looks. Jin clears his throat, ready to say something to break the uncomfortable silence. "so... Everyone enjoyed their day?" soon the sounds of them talking fills the dining room. Plates slowly filling with food and drinks being given around. I just stare at my plate, not wanting to put anything on it. "aren't you going to eat Jimin?" Namjoon says and looks at me a bit confused. I smile at him, although a bit shaky. "ofcourse I'll eat Namjoon, I'm starving"
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I am so mad at myself. Mad for being so weak and giving in to the temptation to eat. I didn't want to and I can feel my stomach clenching from the food inside. I hate this part of me. I wish I was still dead.

Word count: 545
Yay drama! Are there any ships you would like to see in here, excluding the main character? If you would like to I could do a ship with jimin too if you would really like to see it.

I know it's still not a long chapter I'm so sorry. BUT until school starts again I will try to upload a chapter of this size every few days.
Love,
-라븐