OPPA (KTH.BTS)

Chapter V

(Kim Taehyung's pov.)

     To be honest though, I don't know what exactly make up is yet. Like what does that word mean? "Eomma, what is makeup anyways?", I asked her and she just seemed so shocked, her face wriggled and her eyebrows frowned. I guess no one ever asked her that. "Honey are you saying that this isn't makeup?", mom said as she caressed my cheek with her thumb. But I just pouted because how am I supposed to know "this" is just makeup when I don't know what it is. "I don't know eomma", I whined while I frowned as well. She then just giggled with happiness as she patted my head, "Mhm I am assuming it is but makeup by the way sweetie, Is something that makes us pretty! But in your case you'll be beautiful".

     After almost four hours and my mom having to go down stairs to tell everyone to sit still, she was done applying makeup on me. It took almost forever because I moved and twitched a lot. Especially when mom got close with that black goop near my eye. She said it's called eyeliner and then she applied more stuff on my eye's like some weird black powder. Then she rubbed this brown stuff on my skin. It felt creamy and smooth and it also had a certain smell. It was cold though, and she then patted it down with a pink fluffy thingy that she called beauty blender. Then after that eomma taught me cat's eye? To be honest it was so annoying because I just didn't know what to do even when she was telling me step by step. Maybe that's why it took so long. And finnally she put something really pink and glossy in between my lips. It was sparkly and it smelled like strawberries! It smelled sweet and delicate like that skin of a strawberry. 

     "You already have perfect colored lips so I won't do a gradient on them and oh! The-.... actually your perfect without the contour", she smiled at me as she hugged me so tightly and giggled. "I feel like I have a daughter", she said with watery eyes. "The other boys never let me do this for them because they said there is tutorials online", she sniffled while smiling. 

      After eomma put makeup on me I gave her a kiss on the cheek and hugged her ever so tightly. It was a relief though, even if everyone hated me, I know I have eomma, appa, and halmeoni. Just thinking of all of us four laughing together made me feel like I was at home. The idea of us at a park in my younger days was so breathtaking, yet it was a pain thinking we could never do that again. Never again will we be able to eat a fine dinner together, Appa doesn't have much time and Halmeoni.... I don't even know. And just these thoughts made me take turn on crying. 

     It was just so much, all those thoughts but I have to pull through, and I will. "Alrighty lets go down stairs and greet your new brothers okay?", my eomma said. She held my hand gently as she guided me downstairs. And god, it feels so, so nerve racking. Well I be shut down or will they accept me? It feels so uncomfortable on my chest, like someone is caressing my heart, and not in the good way. 

     As we kept walking down the stairs, I could hear slight mumbling and I could barely see a boy with pink lip and blonde hair. But his face didn't come into view, well not until a few more steps down that is. And I'm so grateful that the stairs aren't making noise. The ones at home made a horrible nose, like a cat was wheezing. I blushed though, he looks so handsome and his hair was sorta wavy. His skin was kinda milky too, compared to mine, his was better. His face was just so great and his jawline was perfect. His eyes were smoky too, and then I realized I was staring to much when he made eye contact with me. 

     I blushed so hard because he became even more handsome as he stared into my eyes. It felt like he was reading me. But my thoughts were knocked away as my eomma spoke clearing her voice. "Boys, this is going to be your new brother. An addition to the family so treat him well or else!", she then sat down as she gestured me to continue and introduce myself. To be honest I just wanted to keep my head down, but I knew that wasn't an option. So I picked my head up, and then I saw some of the most handsome men.

    It felt like I was naked while doing some speech as they stared at me. One had brown hair and he looked like an innocent bunny who looked so confused. He seemed so gentle but so manly as well, like he was dominant deep down. He was wearing a yellow long-sleeve with a black supreme jersey over it, along with a black coat and some black skinny jeans. He as well wore a cool red cap, I wish I could ask him to wear it. Another one had blonde hair as well yet it was different from the other guy, it kinda looked like pink and blondish? But he has a manlier expression, one that screamed complete dominance but he also had good looking lips. He wore a baby blue button up shirt with white skinny jeans and he looked so fancy yet normal. The third one had bold black hair and also had plump lips. He sat on the small couch, he wore some sort of very thin shirt that had a long neck, then he had a blue button up shirt over it. The shirt itself was fully tucked into his black jeans and it was attractive. There was also another guy with really pale skin and bright baby blue hair. He had a white shirt on but the sleeves were cut off, there was also a big red bag connected on the shirt, I think my cousin called it a hoodie. It was only buttoned half way and he wore a black long-sleeve shirt under. He looked manly as well but shorter compared to the rest. 

     To be honest it was so over whelming already looking at them all, some weren't even looking at me. Like the boy in red hair, he was so handsome, his smile seemed like what joy really meant. He also wore a denim or damin jacket? I don't remember what it was called but it was somewhere along those lines because I heard my cousin talk about fashion. I used to talk to him but he moved away. He also had a pink shirt under the jacket. And to be honest he looked so friendly but like the others, really handsome. 

     Most of, no all of them are in their own world, talking away with each other. Mostly about fucking? Hmmm I wonder what that means, "She really moans loud, like it sounded so hot", the one in brown hair said. They seem to be talking about things I don't understand and that just made me feel like I could never relate to them. Hopefully they can teach me what those words mean, but as they continued laughing and making hand-gestures while describing things that I just seemed so hard for me to understand, my eomma covered my ears. I couldn't hear anymore but I saw how startled all of their expressions turned. They looked like shocked and scolded pups, and it was so cute a blushed a little. Then from the corner of my eye I saw eomma wagging her finger, I wonder why. 

      As eomma took her hands away from my ears, she sighed as everyone else went silent. "So as all of you know, Taehyung here will be your new brother and your hyung Jungkook", eomma said in a stern voice as she looked at the brunette boy. His name is cute, it really suits him well but he just puffed out some air like a sigh and looked away as he nodded. Eomma then rubbed my shoulder as a way of comfort. "Go one Tae, introduce yourself to the boys", she said as I nodded slightly while I played with the sleeves of my very long long-sleeve jumper. "I ish Kim Taehyung and I'm 15 years old! P-please take care of me", I blushed as I bowed. And I couldn't help but scold myself for stuttering, first impressions mean everything dumby. 

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Oh wow i feel like this chapter is a mess but hopefully you guys love it! 

Next time will be even more interesting so stay tune!