Should I just let this feeling flow?
Or should I just stop it before it gets worse?
Ugh. But how can I stop my feelings that kept on rising?
Its hard to control what you feel, right?
But why do we kept on letting ourselves fall unto that someone that we know we can never ever have?
Life's so unfair. I mean yeah, Our Biases? They heal us but they are also the reason why we are in great pain. Having them brings us joy but we can't forget the fact that they also bring us heart aches.
“Whenever we are happy, reality kept on chasing us.”
I thought I could endure this, that I could handle this pain. That whenever I lose hope I will just keep in mind that someday, somewhere out there we would meet and he would notice me because I am now worthy of him.
I now know that I’m not normal. I mean yeah, I used to be normal but because of entering this KPOP WORLD my life has changed. Its not that Bad right? I just experience heartaches because of this. HAHAHA. Lmao.
I know that choosing what makes me happy takes a lot of effort and strength.
I’m not just quite sure what I’m suppose to CHOOSE right now. I’m scared of how it will effect my future. I might end up getting disappointed. What if I value them now and then in the near future I lose interest towards them. Values is Dynamic right? It changes as time goes by. :’<
‘Nelsey
BINABASA MO ANG
To be with you.
FanfictionYou can't runaway from Reality. 'Cause if its meant to be, it will be. :) Yo! This is my first story on Wattpad. HAHAHA. I'm not a good Writer tho. I just wanna share what I'm feeling right now. :) If you feel me, feel free to read this asdfghjkl. K...
