Now You Know me, no, not really

Things most people don't know about me..

Starting... Now.

Where do I start?

Simple answer, start at number one, Duh.

Well, what do I put as number one?

So many choices...

Well, to start off...

1) I'm real, I'm the kind of person who

isn't afraid to tell someone my honest

opinion. So, I suggest you be real back

to me, but who am I kidding? This world

is too busy for the truth. People should know

that I am real, but you are a person who I

most likely don't know, so, I might as well

tell you. Oh and, thanks for reading.

2) Because I speak my mind, I am hated by many,

  but do I care? Answer; No, want to know why?

Because, all that matters to me is my few friends

(Emily and Miranda) my amazing boyfriend, and my

family.

3) I believe, having one best friend is more powerful

and meaningful than having one hundred friends.

4) I have trust issues. The only people I can trust are

my boyfriend Preston, and my best friends Miranda

and Emily. They help me through so much and I'm

lucky to have them.

5) My mom is my best friend, and guess what? I've

known her my whole life!(:

6) My boyfriend Preston is my world, he is the reason

I am still breathing.

7) I used to cut, and brand myself. I started cutting in 5Th

grade. Then I started cutting and branding in about 7th grade.

After my best friend Jade died that year, (5*13*10 RIP) I became suicidal.

Nobody knew, at least I thought, Jade and my other friend Madison

 knew,  but I realised Jade was gone. 8Th grade, someone told my

school. They called my dad (I was scared to death that he would be

mad) I thought he would take it horribly, but really, when he found

out him and my mom were so nice and understanding. They transferred

me to a new school and got me to go to counseling.

8) They think they helped, but things got worse, October 7th 2010

my other best friend Madison got hit and killed by a car. The driver? Oh, you

know, just a 13 year old girl, I'm not saying names. She decided to

joy ride to school, and when she was turning a corner and hit Maddi,

she was just standing at her bus stop. It happened in the morning, and when

did I find out that my best friend got hit and killed by a car? I found out at 1:30