Somethings Change For The Better

Part 25

A/N- Guys I've got a fucking huge crush on Zach from Why Don't We

1 week later

So the last 2 days I've been locked in my room I've not eaten much I'm not starving myself just generally not hungry, I've been questioning my life the last 2 days I mean I wouldn't say my life more like my relationship with Jack because thoughts have just been passing my mind like I don't feel like I'd miss him if we broke up, I don't feel like I need him anymore but the feeling seems mutual I've noticed how we've distanced our selfs from each other lately

As for Cameron he's been blowing up my phone apologising I've been blanking him, after 3 years of knowing my own brother he's never laid one finger on me unless we fake wrestled, so when he did it broke my heart but what's really messing me up is my dads dead I mean I know I didn't know him and he didn't want me but it's just the fact knowing when I was ready to see him and sort things out I can't anymore!

"Avery please come out" Hayes said sat on the other side of the door

I ignored it and continued drying my hair since I've just got out of the shower. I was finished 10 minutes later so I put on a pair of leggings and a old magcon jumper that belonged to one of the boys I had no ideas whose, I shrugged it of and sat on my bed just thinking

"Avery it's Shawn" Shawn said knocking on my door

"Please leave me alone" I said

"I can't do that and neither can Hayes" He said

"Why?" I said

"Because we care about you" he said

I unlocked the door I wrapped my arms around his neck and hugged him tight when it all came flowing out I cried so loud I let it all out.

Was I crying because I realised I don't love Jack or about my real dad? I don't even know anymore

"Come on" Shawn said and he lead me to the couch, "hey that's my jumper" He laughed

"Is it tho?" I said sarcastically

"Yeah it says my name right there on the back" he said pointing at it, I shrugged

We both sat on the one seater he put his arm around me it felt wrong, I felt as if I was doing something wrong but Shawn was only comforting me. Hayes had to leave to film Top Grier so Shawn was the only one to comfort me where has Jack been the last 3 days?

"You look tired" He says

"I've been running on about 4 hours sleep for the last 2 days, could say the same for you as well" I said

"Late night studio sessions lately" he mumbled

3 hours later

Hayes POV

I came back to the apartment a few hours after I left because I left my phone I grabbed it of the kitchen counter and as I was heading out I saw Shawn and Avery there so cute! Jack who?

I quickly snap a picture, Avery eyes open she blinks a few times

"Hayes delete it now" she mumbles and then falls back to sleep

I ignore her and go back to work