I'm Sorry

Breathe

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I still don't know why I agreed to this. I knew living with grandma was a bad Idea but not decisively unreasonable.  

I know my life would change. 

I also knew there was no going back.

This would be the new world for me.

A world in which the future was reality.

A world in which past did not exist.

But I needed to forget. So I chose. And I hope this doesn't define me in unwanted terminology.

...

So I move forward. Step after step. Until I reach the silver chair. A nurse greets me. I sit in the chair, strapping myself. I close my eyes for one last time, taking in everything around me.

Soon, I would have no parents.

No friends.

No teachers.

No life.

Nothing.

And this is how I will begin, again.

...

When my eyelids flutter open, I feel nothing. I don't know who I am. Where I am from. There's a figure in front of me. It's a woman. The only thing I know is how to speak. 

One language: English.

One name: Chelsea

One memory: I am human.

And this is how I started.

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I know this totally sucks. 

God, help me. 

I was sleepy, angry and scared when I wrote this. 

And I dunno what's up with me. ;)

I've been smiling non-stop from morning. I mean seriously, I make a crying face and that smile's still there. I spent an hour trying to remove it by staring at my face in the mirror. Also, for some unknown reason, my face is glowing. I mean I can't have made it up because seven people asked that to my face...

Whatever... (*~*)

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