When I was brought into the world on May 3rd, 2001, I was born with an odd shaped head. So for most of my life of a baby I wore a helmet to shape my head to be the "correct way." When I was around the age of 1 I had been at my grandmothers side at all times. However at the age of 5 I had witnessed the tragic events of her death. She had gotten one of the most awful diseases to ever be on this earth, she had gotten cancer. This disease was killing my grandmother slowly and ever so painfully. This event had made me never ever want to experience death or anything like that ever! It had scared me for life! Around the age of 11 is when I started spending time with a father who was never there and wasn't there for 8 years of my life. I would go shopping with him and things like that. But even though we had fun, those couldn't block out the fact that he couldn't accept me for who I was. Around the age of 14 I came out to my father and things did not go well. Basically it made me not want to be around him forever. And then around the age of 15 I had two best friends, Kenzie and Jadon. Kenzie and I are still friends but Jadon is my best friend for life! You see, we share a bond that most can't even fathom. The two of us are practically the same person! And I would be dead without him! He has saved my life more than once and I'm eternally grateful and thankful for him being in my life! I love you best friend! Please know that! Now I'm at the age of 16 and I am a junior in high school. I have a group of friends that Jadon is in called, "The Mains". We are such great friends and a very high key lit af group! We all treat each other like family, and we all love each other more than life itself. We live ok lives, they aren't perfect but they aren't bad. Being in high school and not being able to change your name or be called the right pronouns is extremely depressing. But I'll survive. I don't have much more to say at the moment. Maybe I will soon but.... yeah. That's it for now. Thanks for reading so far.