Shattered | L.P (on hold)

Chapter 17

You know how in movies they say your life flashes before your eyes. It's true. My mind raced with happy childhood memories, Liam, the boys, touring, home, Calvin, my friends, and Spirit. I was unable to feel the pain anymore. It was silent besides my heartbeat which seemed to be decreasing. My breath shaky as I thought more on the images and videos being flicked through my head.

Liam. I wanted to forget him, like I said I would but I can't. I just fought with him. Now I'm here. I won't be able to tell him I loved him. No! I can't die like this. I'm suppose to grow old with someone and die in my sleep.

With this sudden realization I was jolted out of my heaven like state. I could hear talking, crying, a constant beep. I could feel the pain again. This time I could tell where it was coming from. My leg, arm, face, and head. All on my left side. I was too weak to jump up and run out looking for Liam but I could open my eyelids.

"Kaysea? Hi. I'm Dr. Carson. How are you?"

I couldn't help it but my sassy side came out. "You tell me. I'm in a hospital!"

He laughed. "You were in a car accident. You lost a lot of blood, you've been in a sleep for a few days and you have a few broken bones, also a concussion. Do you feel any pain right now?"

Wow. If your gonna get hurt gotta go big. "Yeah. I can feel most of what you labeled. Can I get something for it." He nodded and fiddled with the tubes that where connected to my arm. A quick relief was followed. "thanks."

"Now is there anyone we can call?"

Liam! Liam! LIAM!! In my head I was screaming his name. "Yeah. Uh. Simon Cowell."

"Number?"

I wrote on the napkin. His number followed by Liam's. "The seconds just in case the first doesn't answer. His name is Liam." He smiled and left the room.

I was so tired. I was hungry. Thankfully there was pudding cup on my bedside table so I ate that up. I was thirsty too so I drank the water bottle next to the empty pudding cup. I had to use my right limbs since the rest were bandaged up. I figured out how to sit up and move the bed around. After pushing buttons over and over again I was comfortable for being in pain. The tv remote was next to me so I turned on TMZ. Bad idea.

"Liam Payne is no where to found on tour. Anyone have pictures of Kaysea?"

"Nah. Maybe the ugly whore is gone!"

"Hip hip horray!!"

"Anyways. Liam must be taking this hard. Oh wait breaking news. Kaysea has been spotted arguing with him 2 weeks into their disappearance from the stage. Oh and the same day she was in a horri..." I changed the channel. Tears brimmed my eyes thinking of the names they were calling me. I wonder who the doctor called? If they have figured out who I am? I wonder what...no don't think of him. He doesn't want you obviously. But I want him so desperately.

"Ok. So we called Simon and said that he and the boys will be over shortly!"

"Thanks..." I gave him a pathetic smile and looked away. I wonder if Liam will come? I wonder if he even cares? I doubt it. My eyes felt heavy.

*hour later*

I woke up to hear whispering around me. My eyelids flew open when someone bumped my leg.

"Ouch!" They all turned around and faced me. Simon, Harry, Zayn, Niall, and Louis. No Liam. Figures. "Hi."

"Love, how are you?"

"I'm sorry Simon. I didn't mean what I said. And you tell me how I am." I let out a breathy laugh.

"I know you didn't mean it. And point taken."