You think you know me?(not finished)

4

::Hope's P.O.V::

"Your cheating on my Jay! " Nicky screamed louder than ever. Then she came to me about to hit me when Jay lift her up by her waste. "I'LL FUCk THAT BITCH UP! I'LL FUCK YOU UP! " Jay made a face that said goodbye and carried his ratchet girlfriend in his shoulders. I was glad that he was there, with out him I would've been dead. I continued to walk through the hallway to find Neshia waiting by my locker. "You ready? "

"Hell yea! Legoo".Hey it was Friday, its time for me to turn up, I've already made my plans ...

"What happened back there? I could hear screaming and cussing "

I told her what had went down she wanted to beat the shit out of Nicky as much as I did. My phone started making noises indicating that I've gotten a text

ShitHole:HOPEE WHERE R YOU BABY! I

SORRY IM SORRY IL BE A BETTA DADDY TO YOU! COME HOME COME HOME!

"ughh " I didnt even respond. I've been thinking to move in with Neshia , but I've tried and tried and He would threading me that he would kill Neshia and her family if I dont come home in a madder of time. I can't do shit he cut off all the phones so that I couldn't call anyone, He'll take my phone, we dont even have any TV none of that.But im still living? Im tired of this shit

~Flashback~

"Baby no no no no! Please don't touch her! " I was 8 years old all I could hear was stuff being knocked over. Then I heard my mother screaming and my father say "Shut THE FUCK UP! " I heard my mom crying I also heard footsteps running tward my room. My mom came in busting though the door locking it while my father was banging on it she had a purple mark on her face and all I could do is cry "its okay baby, momma's here...momma's here" ... and that was the last time I've ever seen my real mom come out. After that day she turned to a huge mess she'll come home looking and smelling horrible. She took crack and drugs which eventually killed her.

~end of flashback~

"Hope? hello? " Neshia called out to me "Yea ...yea "

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When we got to Neshia's house, A teenage boy was there watching TV. I stared at him."Hey Neshia, and her fine ass friend " He got up and put his arm around my shoulders,Neshia quickly pushed his arm off."Leave her alone Shawn.Come on Hope " I looked at him and he winked at me and as I was walking up the stairs, I felt his eyes where the shouldn't be ..."Who was that Neshia?"

"My cousin, Shawn you dont want em. He's full of trouble.He had gotten invicted from his apartment, so he gotta stay here."

He was pretty attractive tho. Tall, darkskinned, dreads, Deep ass voice ....makes my girl oh so happy.

"anyway, What you wanna do Girrrl?We got movies ....oh shit I forgot the remote down stairs brb (be right back)". She went down stairs and left me in her room. I got up and started looking at some of her things Why can't I have this life? I started to wonder. The door opened "Finally Neshia..." Of course it wasn't Neshia, it was Shawn "Hey lil'mama " He stood at the door talking "What Shawn? can you call Neshia and tell her to hurry up? I got no time for you" He shut the door and came closer to me almost face to face, "Move Nigga "

"no " He hugged me like we were together or something and he missed me,but I did not hug back I was struggling out of his grip, It reminded me of my dad.. I started tearing up "

Get off of Her! You so thirsty Shawn! Get out of my room!" Neshia came in pushing Shawn out of her room ." Sorry did he touch you Hope?" she said " no Its -- im cool"

We sat in her room all night and watch some movies,Disney movies "Let it gooo Let it Goooo " Neshia got up and started twirling around the room .I gave her a stank face "Gurl don't hate cause im gone with the wind fabulous!! shiddd" We started laughing. When im with Neshia, it seems like I have no trouble In the world ...My bestest friend ever, my only friend ever.

(A/N : sorry if its kinda messy or all over the place im have writers block lol. Its good enough^_^ ~bre)