Scars don't lie (Park Jimin ff)

10. Little secrets

"Why on earth would you dance with him? And why would you let him touch you like that" you could tell that jimin was angry and a little bit jealous which made you smile. "So his hands were on my butt huh?" he looked at you confused and then slowly said "Yes, they were. And you let him do that to you." only now you realized that he wasn't just a little bit jealous. You pinched his cheek while happily blurring out "Looks like someone is Jealous-you now grabbed both of his cheeks and pulled them to the sides, forming a smile on his lips- don't worry Oppa, all my attention was on you tonight" Your hands left his cheeks and went up to pat his head as you smiled "Aaaand you know, you don't have to be jealous about him touching my butt 'cause you can do that too if you want" you said as you started to bite your lip and looked down at him while also pulling him in closer. 

At first it seemed like you threw him off but after he blinked several times, he just looked at you in disgust.

Jimin: "All your attention was on me tonight? Didn't really seem like it when you were dancing with Namjoon." you rolled your eyes. "First of all, I asked him to take Lea away from you but he said that it was a better idea to make you jealous, so you would come get me. He was just trying to help. And second of all, I don't think that you are in a place to be mad at me for dancing with someone else, seeing that you are the one that sends me away, so you can make out with girls that then answer me when i call you, just so you can call back and show me that you don't care about me at all" you let go of him and turned away but his words made you freeze.

"Well you are the one sleeping with my best friend!" you froze and then slowly turned around. "What?" your voice was nothing but a whisper. "You heard me" he said and to your surprise, you could see hurting in his eyes. "You think that I'm sleeping with Jungkook?- his eyes hardened-How stupid can you be?-he raised one eyebrow at you- Jungkook offered me a place to stay because I didn't have one, i was sleeping at the office because i didn't have a home and he gave me one. You thought i moved in with Jungkook because I was sleeping with him? I moved in with him because otherwise, i would live on the streets right now. I wanted to tell you but you were kind of busy making out with other girls. You knew that it would hurt me and thats why you did it. You wanted to hurt me all along because you thought i was sleeping with him? You know what hurts the most Jimin? The fact that actually made me believe that you care for me, eventough you think that I am a whore."

A tear left your eye and you walked away as fast as you could. You went to the bar and just took two random drinks. With them in your hands you moved towards a door that you saw and opened it. You looked at Jimin one last time and there was a girl standing right before him, you closed the door and started walking.

Jimins POV

You stood there, in shock, still trying to process what she just said.'She didn't have a home?' you saw her walking away and only then started moving, to follow her. You started walking towards the bar but some girl came in your way. You didn't even pay attention to her since you were too focused on (Y/N). You shoved her out of the way and followed (Y/N), who just opened the door to where the hotel rooms are.

You opened the door and there were a lot of hotel rooms. You opened one after the other and yelled out her name several times but she was no where to be found. You opened the last door and there she was. She had let her hair down so it was covering her shoulders. And she wasn't wearing her dress anymore. Wait, why wasn't she wearing her dress?! You stared at her backview until she suddenly turned around. You quickly looked anywhere but at her and saw the reason she was in this state. 2 big empty glasses were laying on the floor.

"Omg ChimChim close the door what the heck!" she blurred out. You could tell that she had trouble speaking. "How drunk are you right now (Y/N)?" you asked her. She giggled "Drunk enough to not be mad at you anymore. But I want to sleep now, so come on" she took your hand and started pulling you to the bed. She turned around to look at you and stopped pulling you as she came closer. "What is that look in your eyes? You always have it when you look at me and it makes me feel really insecure. Before i thought that it was intense but right now its really scaring me. Your eyes are like totally black" she said as she came even closer to look at you.

You couldn't help but look at her body now. She still had the make up on but now was wearing only underwear. She followed your stare and giggled. "So that's it? That look in your eyes is desire? Does that mean that when you look at me like that you want to-she lowered her voice and whispered- sleep with me?" you gulped at the thought of that and because of how close she was. And the fact that she wasn't wearing a lot. She had some kind of underdress on, but it was really short and revealing since it was kind of loose.

She giggled when she saw your reaction. "Just so you know, we are not doing that tonight. When we do sleep together, i want to be sober, so i can remember it. In other words, get that look of your face and control yourself." she pointed her finger at you like a teacher and then giggled again. It was nice seeing her happy, smiling and giggling. "Can you put something on then?" you asked while trying not to look at her too much. That kind of became a hard thing to do, when she started taking off your suit.

"What are you doing?" you asked as she started unbuttoning your shirt. "I am getting something to wear." she said as she looked at you with innocent eyes. She would have looked a lot more innocent if she wasn't biting her lip. Once she was done she didn't put the shirt on, instead she just threw it on the floor. "What are you do-" you wanted to ask but she playfully put her finger on your lips. She took the finger away and put her hands on your bare chest.

The skin her hands touched started burning. "(Y/N) what on earth is go-" you wanted to ask once again but she interrupted you "Didn't i tell you to be quiet? If you talk again I am going to have to make you stop using other ways" she smiled playfully. 

"Whats that even supposed to mea-" again you couldn't finish your sentence but this time, because she quickly put her lips on yours. You wanted to pull away, you really did but you just couldn't. Her lips were far too soft and the power they had over yours was indescribable. You kissed her back immediately and you could feel your stomach twitch every time her lips moved against yours. Your hands were on her waist, pulling her closer to you, when she suddelny broke the kiss.

She smiled, like she was proud of what she just did and then pulled you to the bed and layed down under the covers like nothing had happened. At least you couldn't see her body now. She pulled you on the bed too, with a lot of unexcpected strenght.

You laid down on the bed too but not under the covers like her since you were afraid that maybe your skin would touch hers and you dind't know if you could control yourself if that happened. "I am drunk and I am bored." she suddenly said. You turned your head to look at her. She was laying on her side, looking at you. She smiled wildely as she said "Im gonna let you in on a little secret, not many know about."

"I have this little spot on my body, Im not going to tell you were it is. Once upon a time i discovered that it was maaaagic!- you smiled at how happy she sounded- It's a little birthmark, which is nothing special, the special thing is, that it has total control over me. You know how everyone has a soft spot? Where if you kiss or touch someone there, it brings out a little bit more pleasure then on any other part of the body? Some have it behind the ear, others maybe on their leg or wherever you want to. The special thing about mine is, it doesn't work with everyone the same."

You looked at her confused. She was probably just drunk and telling weird storys but now you were curious. "What i mean is, It knows. If i think that i am inlove with someone, i just wait until they find the spot. If it doesn't work, then i know that i am not really in love and we are not meant to be. The hardest reaction I had was with my Ex-boyfriend. After 3 kisses on my little magic birthmark i was done. It was bad since he had control over me. I don't think it has any effect now after what happened." her smile faded.

"What happened?" you asked now really curious. The story sounded really weird and you are sure that she is just making all of this up because of how drunk she is. 'Magic birthmarks' don't exist. "You know how i said i 'had' a birtmark? It isn't a birthmark anymore. It's a scar now. A little scar in the shape of a heart. But it isn't his fault.It was another man so It's my fault" her voice was sounding more weak by the second since she was drifting into sleep. You could see a tear falling from her eye, so you quickly went under the covers too and hugged her.

She put her head against your chest and the both of you fell asleep in that position.