(Yurio x Otabek) Boy and the Bike

Hightops

Yurio POV
I'm sick of all of these pigs and I don't know how to explain it. JJ and his 'style' , Chris and his coming on the ice, Viktor and Yuuri always staring at each other and that guy that's always on his fucking phone. I think his name was- YOU KNOW WHAT HE'S NOT WORTH MY TIME!!
I...I just need silence.. Why? When I was a child that's all I heard. I waited for a sound, for a dad to run through the door and spread his arms around me. It didn't have to be my dad... Just someone. So I waited, for hours for days, for months, FOR YEARS!!! But all I had was silence, and with that absence of your words, I took it as the answer. He is too weak to come back. " I'll never be like that dick, because I'm STRONG AND I LOVE THE ONES WHO LOVE ME!!! Mama, I'll make you proud in so many ways unimaginable, I'll get a better job, win gold and I'll make you better!!! W...who am I talking to..? Man I'm really fucked up. I should stop studying and go to bed. "
I walked across the hall and knocked on the door. No answer.
"Mama." OMG I hope she is ok-
"Yes ребенок" ребенок means CHILD.
I opened the door to her room and kissed her on the head and tucked her in.
"I'm going to bed now. So good night."
I was about walking out when mama said something.
"Don't revolve your life around me ребенок, one day this Tumour will kill me and you will nee-"
"No mama!" I could feel tears streaming down my face.
"I GAVE YOU MY WORD THAT DAY DAD LEFT!Sorry... I will make you better, I'll make you proud of m-"
"I am proud of you! So you stop kidding yourself, you know why I'm not in hospital! Because the tumour has been in my brain too long!! IT'S TOO LATE! I am never going to be cured!" Her words were daggers to my heart.
"B.. But I'll try t-"
"NO! I AM NEVER GETTING BETTER, I WILL DIE. Die Yuri die. So please don't let me hold you back." I lean on the door and slid down then curled into a small ball of sadness. I hereditary the bed moving and shortly after that arms. Her arms.
"M...mama....I..am sorry. I just don't want to be like him."

" Oh ребенок, you are no one but yourself."