I hate you, I love you

Chapter 1

You and The Queen Of Arendelle were the most happiest couple in the whole kingdom, Well... used to be.

It all ended so suddenly.

After that, Elsa stopped talking to you.

Whenever she looked at you, They weren't the warm and welcoming eyes anymore.
You hated her but also loved her so much.

Everything was fine until she decided to end it with you.

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" Y/N, Are you okay, You've been staring at that banner for quite a while now". Kristoff said, A worried look on his face.

You look at him, " Honestly, No, I'm not. Ever since Elsa got engaged to that stupid Prince, Everything has changed". He smiled sadly, " There is nothing we can do, Elsa's getting married and you can't do nothing about it, Sorry...".

Your best friend was right, She found someone better, Is that why she broke up with you? You thought she loved you, After all those years....

Kristoff tried to cheer you up by making silly faces. That obviously didn't work.

"C'mon, Where is my real best friend? The one who didn't give a damn? The one who was brave and strong, Where is she"?

You shrugged, " I don't know, She is probably somewhere out there, You should go look for her".

He crossed his arms, " Don't be sarcastic, Stop being annoying.... ".

You smiled a bit, " I love making you mad...". Kristoff rolled his eyes, " I can see that". Just as you were about to say something else, You heard a beautiful laugh, It didn't belong to Elsa nor anyone you knew.

Checking your surroundings, You spotted a young woman, She was laughing at something, Or someone.

You studied her facial features. Perfection...
Your eyes went back to Kristoff, " Hey, I gotta go, Talk to you later". Before you walked away, You and the ice man did your signature handshake.
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You got closer, and closer to this beautiful woman, Until you were facing her back.

The person who was talking to her signaled the girl to turn around, And she did.

She instantly smiled," Hello, Is there anything I could do for you"? You stood there, Staring at her, " I... i just want to know your name".

" Oh, Okay! I'm Delilah"!

You nodded, " I'm Y/N". She extended her hand for you to shake, You immediately accepted.

Delilah bit her lip, " Well, It was nice meeting you, I should be going". She winked at you and walked off.

You took a deep breath, You thought about the song you wrote for Elsa. It matched the situation perfectly.

The song was playing in your head.

" 
Feeling used
But I'm still missing you
And I can't see the end of this
Just wanna feel your kiss
Against my lips

And now all this time
Is passing by
But I still can't seem to tell you why
It hurts me every time I see you
Realize how much I need you

I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I want you
You want him, You need him
And I'll never be him

I miss you when I can't sleep
Or right after coffee
Or right when I can't eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters
From nights we don't remember

Do you miss me like I miss you?
Messed around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too,
And I'm always tired but never of you

If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit
I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite that shit
I type a text but then I never mind that shit
I got these feelings but you never mind that shit

Oh, oh
Keep it on the low
I'm still in love with you but your friends don't know
If you wanted me you would just say so
And if I were you, I would never let me go

I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I want you
You want him, you need him
And I'll never be him

I don't mean no harm
I just miss you on my arm
Wedding bells were just alarms
Caution tape around my heart

You ever wonder what we could have been?
You said you wouldn't and you fucking did
Lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fix
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed

Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing
But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings

When love and trust are gone
I guess this is moving on
Everyone I do right does me wrong
So every lonely night I sing this song

I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I want you
You want him, you need him
And I'll never be him

All alone I watch you watch him
Like he's the only boy you've ever seen
You don't care you never did
You don't give a damn about me
Yeah, all alone I watch you watch him
he is the only thing you ever see
How is it you never notice
That you are slowly killing me?

I hate you, I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want him, you need him
And I'll never be him".

You were tearing up, " She doesn't love me, and she never will, Always remember that".

All you know is that Elsa's getting married and you made a new friend. Wow.

We're all getting over each other so quickly...

Why can't I move on? Just like she did...