Diana (Harry Styles Fan Fic)

Chapter 7

DIANAS POV

Harry seemed really upset as we were driving home. He hasn't spoken since we talked to Zayn.  Zayn, he is something else. I turn to Harry.

"Is everything alright?",I ask. He turns to me and smiles.

"Of course.", he puts his hand on my knee all I feel is butterflies. I dont want to ruin this.

"So about Cassidy.", Damnit! Why would I say that?! He sighs and takes his hand from my knee.

"What about Cassidy?",he seemed irritable. But his accent was gorgeous.

"What's she like?", I asked kinda regretting bringing her up.

"Shes nice.", he said. huh?

"Nice? Thats all you have to say about your girlfriend?",I feel like im annoying him.

"I dont really want to talk about her.", he says pulling into his driveway. I don't say anything. We get out of his car and I'm about to go inside my house then Harry stops me.

"Hey come inside.",he says while grabbing my hand and pulling me up to his porch, still holding my hand he opens the door. I feel bitterflies , we step inside and he lets go quickly, probably because Cassidy was sitting on the couch. We slowly walk inside the living room where everyone was. I walk in after Harry. Cassidy hops up and hugs Harry.

"Hey baby", she says with a smile

"Hey",he says greeting her with a kiss. She sits down still staring at him. Then she glances at me. She looks like she is grossed out. Am I really that bad? Harry looks at me and snakes his arm around my waist and Cassidys eyes go from my face to his arm. He brings me closer to everyone.

"Cassidy, this is my new neighbor.",he says removing his arm from my waist.

"Hi.",she says then looking at Harry," Honey I thought we were going out to dinner? Just the two of us?". I hate her already.She is so blunt it bothers me.

"Oh I'm about to go, don't worry I'll be out of your hair.", I say to Cassidy. She looks at me in disgust.

"Good." she says rudely. Then looking at me to the door. She is saying that I should leave with her eyes.

"Are you going to leave?", Cassidy said to me after a minute of silence.

"Cass!", Harry said to Cassidy in shock.

"No I'll go." I leave before Harry can say anything. I mean if he wanted to say anything. He probably wanted me out of there just as much as Cassidy did.He probably doesn't even like me it's probably all in my head.I start to cry as I walk into my house because I am absolutely worthless to the world. Maybe I should just end it all do every one a favor. I dont matter anyways. Whats the point? I run up to my room passiolng me and Harrys open window, I grab my razor. I run into my bathroom and pull up my sleeve. I take the razor to the raw skin. One cut for Harrys bitch of a girlfriend. Two cuts for gorgeous Harry. Three cuts for gorgeous Zayn. Four cuts for everything and everyone in this god damn world. Blood was dripping down my arm and onto the floor, faster then usual. Five cuts for good luck. Now blood was gushing out of my arm. I start feeling light headed ,everything starts to get heavy and black. I hit the floor and I start to cry harder and harder. Laying in my own puddle of blood. Is this it? Are the monsters really going to win this battle? Hopefully they did.