Do better than I
You ever wake up in a place knowing where you are but u think "how did it get this way?".I've been there a lot in this short life i've lived, but lately its been worse, when i think back on my life and remember the bad times.... I always told myself id change it but the harder i've tried the worse i made everything. I've been the cause of all the problems in my life but i've never ment to cause them i've just always wanted to be stable have enough for me, have a wife and kids... i've always wanted to be the one perfect dad but i've ruined every life i've made for myself and even when i've got a good start on what i want i still can't think of any good anymore and i think i might not be able to be happy anymore. I've tried so so hard but i always try to hard but i can't stop it's in my nature to always be better and that what makes me worse than those around me and if this ever makes it to anyone's eyes... well, don't be like me... just be slow be kind and most importantly be hopeful... if you lose hope in ever being better or happy than take it from me, i've lost and nothing will ever make you happy. If i do one thing right in my life this will be it, make sure your our hope the future is in our hands so please give it a better chance than i have please....
P.s. i love you all for being my new hope, you will do great... i believe in you all.
Signed T.D
