Broken

Chapter 1

Darkness
Alone
Unloved
Thats how Crystal felt..

*Flashback to end of last year*

She felt werid, she no longer felt normal if anything she felt discluded thats until one day she come home from school and looked in the mirror and started to pick out all her flaws
Stretch marks
Muffin top
Over weight
Thats when she realised something was up

*End of flashback*
She sat in class trying to focus in class until she heard them..she heard the voices in her head. She didn't tell anyone about this because she believed everyone would think shes crazy..only two of her closes friends knew about this, Ashley and Kate.
Thats when Crystal writes a note to the two of them
*note*
I wanna die fams
They wrote back telling her that they need her but the words just won't getting through her head until she realises her friend kate is starting to get a panic attack which makes her feel 10x worst but all crystal could do was sit there, sit there and look pale knowing shes the one who caused this.
Her friend Ashley gets up with her bag and walks out of class...she looks upset but once again Crystal couldnt come up with the words to stop her..it felt like she was chokeing on her own speech.
She started to shake..once again she messed up..Crystal messed up like she always did. Just as she thought it couldnt get worst her friend Kate got up and was shaking and walked out of class
Once again Crystal messed up
She sat at her desk shaking and covers her face and lets a few tears slip from her eyes before wiping them always as fast as s he could..she couldnt let anyone know how upset she was.
*Time skip*
The bell rang and Crystal basically ran out of the class to the Water fountain to get a drink she was shaking she had random people come up to her and make she was ok but she had to say the one sentence she hates saying
"im ok"
She woobled to class shaking like crazy, her breathing went funny,she was dizzy and thats when she sees Ashley approach her
*thoughts*
Dont cry
Dont cry
Dont cry
Dont let her know
please go

"Hey..are you ok?" Ashley whispered
"I-im fine..i need to go to the toilet"
Crystal ran into the toilet and locked the door as she sank to the ground and cried Ashley followed and stayed there until Crystal went out.
"C-crystal come here" Ashley said
Crystal slowly walked up to her and was instantly pulled into a hug
"Please don't go..Crystal" Ashley began to cry into Crystals shoulder which made Crystal start to cry
"Im sorry" she said between sobs
Im sorry
Im sorry

Authors note:
Hiya all
Next chapter will be about what happened after that :/