Hurt But Not Broken

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A.N. New chapter! Updating this frequently because to be honest, I'm in love with this story and I know that if I keep writing it, I'll get more done. Any suggestions on Eva, Nikki and any other bad characters will be welcomed on where to go with them, as well as the relationship with AJ and Dean. Enjoy, I know I do.

April folded her attire in her small bag and zipped it up carefully. Her over-sized light grey shirt smelled like Jon's deodorant and was tear-stained on the shoulders on the short sleeves. Even his smell was making her fell worthless!

"He kicked me out." Four words had been enough to convince Celeste to allow her to sleep there; but no words had been needed at all. Jon had at least sent her bags to Celeste's room when the now light brown haired woman had told Colby about what had occurred.

But nothing had consoled April on her way to the hotel. She struggled to keep her focus and on more than one occasion had to swerve to avoid several other cars or to stop from being in a ditch. She just cried and was a little relieved when she pulled into the car park of the hotel.

"Why were you angry at her?" Cutting to the chasing, getting to the point and wanting answers, Colby grabbed a cup from the cupboard as he posed the question to his friend. Jon had calmed since the argument and at least thought somewhat clearly.

"I don't know," Jon's eyes were closed shut tightly as he replied, running a hand through his blonde hair.

"You didn't listen to me about getting over everything, did you?" Now taking a seat on the single bed that was near his friend's bed. Jon laid back and hoped he would have woken up from the awful few months that had made him such a mess.

"No," his voice had cracked, his eyes still shut tight and a tear or two spilling out from the sides. Jon didn't bother to wipe them from his face. "I didn't listen to you. I didn't want any of this to happen and it did. I didn't want my girlfriend to lose her baby, but she did. I didn't want people to try and break us apart and ruin our lives, but they tried. I didn't want April to shut me out at home because of the loss, but she has. I'm sick of all of it!" Now the tears were pouring out faster than he could stop them; if he wanted to.

"You had no right to be angry at her. I hope that you find a good way to make it up to her." Colby took a sip of the water in his glass on his bedside table before he drifted off to sleep. Jon was too busy facing the wall his bed was near. His eyes were still spilling tears, he hated the size of the bed feeling it was too small and most of all; Jon felt alone.

"We should forget men, just eat our ice cream and get fat when we are done in wrestling." Celeste said to April as she dug her spoon into her freshly opened strawberry ice cream tub. April laughed before her spoon went into her mouth from her chocolate chip ice cream tub.

"What about children, though?"

"This is where the fat jokes go." Celeste put her ice cream on the table she and her little friend sat at. "Are you positive about wanting kids?" And to no surprise, April nodded quickly and ate another spoonful of her ice cream.

"Then let's hope that Jonathan gets some sense in his head."

"I really do." April whispered, trying to enjoy her ice cream she was eating. But the grim thought of an empty future (or worse, no future with him) with Jon.

'I don't want that. I hope he thinks the same as me.' Thought April as she eventually climbed into the bed and felt extremely cold, despite how hot the room was even with the air conditioner on.

"You don't look well." Jon had finally started talking to April when they met up in the lobby. He had hugged her tightly and apologised in her ear.

April felt drained and tired, even though she had slept fairly well. Her eyes had faint bags underneath and her skin was a little paler than it usually would be. She felt her head drop onto Jon's shoulder.

"I want to have a talk with you when we are at the next hotel later." April closed her eyes and moved her head off her shoulder and onto the back of her seat. She missed his voice for the few hours she was away from him.

"That's fair enough." She replied before falling asleep in her seat as Jon drove along to the next city with several cars filled with Superstars and Diva in front and behind him.

He really wanted to talk with his girlfriend in the car, but he also didn't want to risk anything bad happening if he got angry as he had the night before in the locker room. He never wanted to be angry with April to begin with.

"I love you, baby." Jon whispered, glancing at April sleeping silently as she did. She didn't deserve any pain, but he was going to sort everything out that night."